my blog isn't dead - it will be active after 'o' lvls =)

Friday, May 01, 2009

Friday, March 20, 2009

from wat i discover, teachers are gettin way sneaky
they read student blogs!!!!
perhaps teachers are scared that they cant catch up with the students?

Mr Tan Lee Sze read my post.
darn it.
he told the whole class that my post was interestin =.=

and ya, i met timotheous at the library
so he's also borrowin books
wat a stupid line =.=
goin library = borrowin books [ my style ]

will post again somedae but not often
and definitely not tmr.

P.S. i hate high rope challenge
curse that trip to pulau ubin!!!!!

Thursday, March 12, 2009

todae onwards
i officially study COMBINED SCIENCE
i felt so great now!
furthermore, the physic elite grp was disband
so i do not need to do 3 qns everydae!

we gt a SPA practical for physic and chemistry durin 'o' lvls
and thats that.
well, ling min oso drop pure.
i dunnoe why though

Wednesday, March 11, 2009

for juz a short update on things happening recently.
had common test ..
ok, i know it isnt anytink common

e.maths result
29 out of 42 get distinctions
im one of them =)
i almost nvr make it though ..
i get 35/50
careless mistakes any until like dunnoe wat ..

i will update tmr properly

Wednesday, March 04, 2009

juz a short post k?
well, for npcc yesterdae ..
i joined the sec 1 for trainin
teach them turning drills - kiri & kanan

so me and bs take half of the squad
i had trouble teachin them
i asked them whether they gt any questions on the drill
they stubbornly say no
so when they executed the drills ... they then sae they not understand
then jie ling come and sae she wans to take half of our squad
so now its barely 10 ppl
then after a while .. zi han come and she take the remainin squad
so me and bs nothin to do
we walked around
but there's juz some annoyin flies around that simply irks me
so we went backed to zi han ..

then ling min come to me and saes she needs me to take some ppl from her squad and train them
so i picked 4
they like very sian like that so i joked with them
so on and so forth

then game time!
had captain ball ..
gt one sec 1 .. name syafiq - guy
very guai lan .. he kept on snatchin my ball and was simply gleeful about it =.=
hahas .. and one more think ..
the crab - yong hong was stupid
im in the tucked out grp while his in the opp grp
when he gt the ball .. i say to him
yong hong, gimme the ball
he passed to me without knowin im in the enemy team!
muahhaa ..
then for the second half
he throw the ball to me AGAIN ..
im surprised la cos i didnt expected him to belief me wat
then the other sec 1s was sayin no!!!!
then ling min was tellin other sec 1 - dun believe tis I/C .. she bluff u guys one
my grp quite hyper =)

then bye!

Saturday, February 28, 2009

npcc trainin todae .. again
actually tis is one of our last trainin
so must cherish =)

at first, there's a jumble-up of things la
cos we dunnoe wat the hell we gonna do later
and we haven been brief yet .. so ..

it was decided that im in npcc room todae
and then zuliana called and sae " yan, my skirt tear .. later i cant wear full-u "
i was like " nvm .. juz come to np "
and then farhana mdm come ..
somehow .. she barricaded herself in the room

and ZULIANA GT HER RETRIBUTION.. muahahaaa =)
daphne managed to get both her shoes so we play around for awhile loh
juz throwin her shoes to each other ... ya .. we're kinda lame
ps .. ps .. its not "we" but daphne ONLY. ^_^

then zu yao was walkin around
tryin to force ppl to wear full-u
for the first class drill badge trainin
so well, me and saba and yonghong changed into full-u
then zuliana, daphne and yongjian juz wear PT kit and joined us
jeffery seems disappointed that only so few ppl came

so we practiced some rifles drills
then jeffery said to me that we are not tryin to stand like Mcdonald - the legs
and the rest of my "squadmates" were laughin
especially that stupid crab [ yong hong ] besides me.

post more tmr =)

Friday, February 20, 2009

so many happenings in just a week and i dunnoe if i could cope anymore.
i mean, with 'O' levels just a few months away, i could already felt as if i lagged behind everyone else.

homework's been pilin up
especially a.maths and that stupid chinese.
so many to complete and yet i felt there's not enough time.
mayb it's dued to my poor time management?
ling min's birthdae comin up and i dunnoe wat to buy for her ..

P.S. i will upload photos later.

Friday, February 13, 2009

haiz ...
teachin sec 1 was so stress!!!!
todae i then noe wat i was post to and it turned out to be sec 1
so basically ling min was the OI/C for sec 1
and keat ying was AOI/C

but it seems that me, yi ru, ling min and keat ying were the sec 1 I/Cs
so in short, i hold 2 post i tink
one is logistic AOI/C and sec 1 I/C

keith said that those teachin sec 1 failed their MOI - method of intruction
and he was wonderin why we are able to get the rank of SGT in the first place ..
ya .. its damn pitiful loh .. i mean - its kinda embarrassed ..

nah .. i shouldn't be expressin sometink like that ..
i should sae " dammit! "

so after that went to hav dinner with bs and yong jian ..
end of story.
thanxs for those who are an avid reader of my posts.
therefore , i hereby announced that the " ... " story end here =)

Friday, February 06, 2009

pal, u will be fine.
the op will be successful.

i know wat im sayin mayb too late
but keep faith =)

Thursday, February 05, 2009

continun from my previous post,
im super stress tis week.

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mondae - physics remedial
tuesdae - social studies and english remedial ; chinese test
wednesdae - chinese remedial ; a.maths test
thursdae - e.maths remedial ; chem, e.maths and ss test
fridae - CCA

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i dunnoe lose how many hours of "beauty" sleep already =.=
and the english oral presentation is makin me very vexed.

shit! x2
WAT THE HELL
basically, i failed my physics re-test
and thus, i will be havin a physics re-re-test next week - tuesdae

and yes, i hav been promoted to staff-SGT
so congrats to myself.

btw, Mr Edward cut hair
and geo lesson todae was on the topic - trees
and the teacher was sayin -
there's only one type of tree that shed leaves daily
and that is evergreens.

hah .. so i conversely tink of the evergreen tree as Mr Edward
and the leaves as his hair ..
shall not continue .. let u guys continue urself =)

shall post for part 3 tmr!
keep checkin back if u guys are interested!

Thursday, February 05, 2009

shit man
i officially joined the PHYSICS ELITE GROUP
for those who fail the phy re-test ..
everyday must do 3 physics questions from the tys
nvr do - homework doubled.
absolutely no break given even if it's a public holidae
in other words, we must do 3 questions on a daily basis =.=


gtg now ..

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

haiz .. all i can say is tis yr's pretty plain?
mayb the economic crisis play a part in it?

i hav gotten quite a hefty sum from my aunts and uncles though.
yah, its super nice of them.

How i wish there's no school tmr!!!!!!!
i DUN WAN double physics!!!!!

Tuesday, January 27, 2009

muahahahaha ...
todae during home period, our co-form - Mr Edward fall asleep
and he was sittin on the edge of the table at the back
when the table almost toppled over and he was jerked awake
and he knocked into sometink =)

those of us at the backed caught a glimpse of him noddin off
and tadaaa!

i cant control my laughter so was laughin at the back the whole period =)
bye for todae!

Monday, January 19, 2009

OIC : SGT Lim Jie Ling
AOIC : SGT Koh Zi Han

the camp started at 2.15pm on fridae (16/1/09)

ok. me and ling min helped out with setting up the command post first
and of course la, with the help out ronnie, yi yong, xiang yi and bao shuang
haha .. u could say we're juz foolin around. =)
we went to the hall to take the big notice board out but halfway at the stairs,
one side of the "wheels" ???!? fell out ...

we were laughing until like dunnoe wat =)
yea ... but manage to get another one and bring it to the canteen.

so me, ling min, yi ru and daphne went to set up the game call "net"
actually we are to use raffia strings to link up the walkway at the second lvl and the campers (sec 1) are supposed to jump without touching the strings so its a bit like hop-scotch.
wah lao .. that yi ru hooked up the string until its so high ..
i can jump but its TEDIOUS ..

then later me and ling min had nothing to do so we proceed to the basketball court.
the game is called "mine-field" where the campers hav to get under the tables and chairs with their ankles tied to each other.

wei yee's grp - complain kings and queens.
shi yong's grp - very the "nua".
keat ying's grp - very daring ..
wah lao .. her grp members called me "macho" eh when i told them that i can get over the obstacles =.=
ting ting's grp - super quick in their movements

shi yong very the weird.
ling min called him , he nvr answers.

ling min : " shi yong .. shi yong!!!! "
shi yong nvr answer.
ling min ( fed-up ) : " shi gong!!!! "
then he answers.

we were like .. wat???
ppl called him shi yong he nvr answers.
but then ppl called him SHI GONG then he answers =.=

me, ling min and yong jian were there laughin!!! =D

dinner was ok though ..
all of them dunnoe how to light a fire usin match-sticks
so i get some ppl to help out to each grp and help.
u had no idea how much matchboxes did we use juz to light up the solid fuels.
a medium plastic bags stuffed full of matchboxes could be used up until half of it is left.

when i asked them why did they not bring any matchboxes and can-openers, they sae the kit-list never put down those two.
so they nvr touched the cans.

everytink was almost a mess ..
the eating area - the drain hav lots of maggie and matchsticks in it .. even though we tell them not to .. well, they are starters
the sink - chocked with maggie. had to stand there to guide them and how to dispose the soup and all.

during supper-time ..
i had an INCIDENT ; i nose-bleed
ting's head knocked into my nose and i was "wat the .." !!!!
then i dunnoe wat happened rite, tears stated fallin down.
my mother saes the hit must hav an impact on my nerve-system
so basically, i was cryin when i didnt even wan to =.=

dee jin asked why i cried when i nose-bleed =.=
i was sittin not far away from the NCC ...
so ya ... malu la

keat ying was tellin me that even the heartless daphne also come
man .. im touched =)
ting was there apologisin
i dun really mind so its ok ..
then keat ying sayin " yanyan , i tink ur nose crooked a bit leh "
i was " huh??!! really arh!!! "
she sae " no .. parallex error =.= "

at night liao mah .. super sian
all of us like no mood like that ..
so i took a few photos loh ..



( yi ru .. ling min and a few others outside npcc room )


( me and jie ling )


( saba faraway look )


( daphne sian look )


( jie ling "funny" look )

and for the de-brief at night
keat ying suddenly gone ga-ga ..
when its her turn to say sometink ..
she said : " I'm sparkling "
i was like .. wat the hell and everyone were laughin
mayb cant blame her .. she may suffered some brain-damagin shock =)

and then for the next dae, had basically nothing to do so i sticked to daphne loh ..
i very lonely leh ..
they sae everyone cant stay at command post and slacked ..
i dunnoe wat to do liao ..

lunch was alrite
nearly had a clash with that yi ru during dinner time =.=

sometink i juz had to report.
some freako wans maskin tape then dun wan sae
IT wans us to take away the maskin tape with our names that's pasted on our notebook to paste on the spar ... wat the hell
it could say would u get me a roll of masking tape?
but hell no. it didnt sae that!
no bloody manners la.

at campfire night, we make some noise,
ppl sae we too noisy - we kept quiet.
then they sae we too quiet and wans us to make some noise =.=

songs, nvr revise with us. last minutes changed changed changed.
ling min saes that the 8th batch cheer is different from 6th batch.
where gt different?

in my opinion, our cheer is the best.
cos it's based on our originality and sir even saes that he likes our cheer =)

i shall post everytink that i had to sae on my post the dae we - 7th batch - passed out.

Sunday, January 18, 2009

tmr we're organising the orientation camp
a basic 2 day 1 night camp.
which i noe is gonna suxs like hell for me.

i was the food I/C
other ppl that haven been a food I/C before wun noe how TIDEOUS , THE TREMENDOUS PRESSURE and TROUBLES BLEWING TOWARDS YOUR DIRECTION is like.

or rather u could sae that i gt a phobia for becoming the food I/C through last yr annual camp when me and zuliana actually cause a big mess out of it.
The maggie choked the sink and the dust-bin was dripping maggie soup. sirs and madams were giving us the "tsk-tsk" look ...

wah lao ... sooner or later i might start using vulgar for the rest of my post.
but reassured that im a very rational person. i wun do anytink rash.

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on a happier note, i pass my english diagnostic test
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schools terrible. the aggressive physics teacher called me to answer question almost everydae.

arrgghhhhhh!!!!
wateva la ... feelin vexed now.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

well well .. let's review the weeks' programme

mondae -
nearly had a shock durin chem lesson when i thought my chem teacher is gonna be sarah leong. i dun tink i can stand another year failin my chem BADLY when im actually havin o' lvl tis yr.

but thanxs goodness, my chem teacher is MS LOKE
she's pretty lame but effective in teachin. seriously.

im in the same chem class as ling min =)
keat ying and daphne in sarah leong's class .. sad for them.
but not that i care ^_^

also had our diagnostic test for eng. i tink i did ok .. given the fact that i rarely score durin comprehension and summary now . i did better in oral and compo.

tuesdae -
had our first physic lesson of the week.
TOO SCARY AND AGGRESSIVE is wat i used to describe MR TAN LEE TZE
he had a aura of danger and menance around him.
and obviously we were too scared to say anytink.

if we dun ask him question, we die
and if we ask him question and we dun understand, we also die

well, my chinese class is in 4 achieve
which mean we are second-best
and once again, my teacher is lame =.=
she tell us a joke and i was like .. "huh?"

wednesdae -
P.E. lesson. i was in ming hui's grp
kenna separated from ling min, ky and daphne =(

my grp mem :
ming hui . yi yong . shu yan . atiqah . yi ru . yu hui . haley . zhi hong . mundzir . jun Ian

my grp was pretty fun though =)
so yep, its a good improvement.

and YES ARH!!!!
we hav double period for physic and the physic teacher NVR COME!!!
u simply cant believe how happy are we =)

thursdae -
again .. haha .. no physic lesson.
went to nanyang poly. not bad la. i tink the courses there quite attract my attention.

asyraf was pretty funny.
cos todae for chem, we ned pass up our redox wksheet. and his mother throw it away. or so thats wat he said to Ms Loke. then she asked asyraf whether his mother gt throw away all the last yr wksheets

and he said no, my mother only throw away the redox wksheet
then the whole class was laughing!
Ms Loke said wah, ur mother very clever hoh, she also know which wksheet to throw away
haha!


fridae -

THE NEW SEC 1 IS .... !!!
they scolded vulgar and they obviously hav no respect for US - the sec 4.
i was like WAT THE HELL!
qhairah was pretty mad with one sec 1 as he said vulgar to her i tink.

there are 21 cadets = 1 girl + 20 boys
our unit was supposed to be inter-mixed u noe
and from the look from their face, the number of ppl coming next week will be reduced to less than 10 or roughly the amount. from my experience.

and really, we were stuck with the " suxs " look loh.
the 9th batch which we recruited was CUTE and yea .. i really like them

now gonna watch anime ...

Friday, January 09, 2009

i really really dread go to school
and i somehow tink that tis yr is goin to be my worst yr ever
someone!!!!!! help!!!!!
i tink the way im goin rite ..
im goin bonkers sooner or later

suxs - thats the word for todae's CCD
last yr, i sat right at the front row but tis yr ..
i sit right at the back, near the door
its really amazin how tinks worked and i seriously hate it.
the only good tink is - my partner is ling min.

ya and for english lessons rite, i go 4 achieve
my teacher : Mrs Raj
class : band 3
and u noe wat?
quite a number of 2 achieve'07 students are there
some of them are shu yan , theresa , ching yee , jun yuan , chuen jye , xing ru
well, thats still quite a number. =)

npcc todae ..
ya .. we do rifle drills
and my feet are feelin sour now ...
for the whole dae, thats wat we do and its kinda borin yet i somehow enjoy it =)

unable to post pictures todae but will be tryin nxt week.

Friday, January 02, 2009

im backed!!!
OMG .. im so happy!!!!

in case u're wonderin where i had been this past few weeks ..
well .. my computer shut-down .. or rather, is spoilt.

ok .. i hav been playin for like 7 am in the morning until 8 pm plus at night
without an hour break ..
so err .. my com cant take it and tadaa!!!

i can continuing watchin my anime!!!
ahahahaha ..

pardon me, i will post pictures in a few daes =)

Monday, December 29, 2008

alright .. todae is goin to be a short post
holidaes so far are fine
homework not done yet
currently slacking

and yep .. on thursdae we went to jusco
a mall in malaysia ..
and juz idle there
and if u eva chance upon that place
dun eva eat at flinestone's bistro
cos it suxs like hell

the storybook - twilight is wonderful!
im addicted to it!
so todae i purchased the last book of it - breaking dawn
cos its seems that the popular doesnt hav the 2nd and 3rd novels of it
well so there ..

Saturday, November 29, 2008

hurray!!!
im backed from STC!!
u cant imagine how happy i am loh
i shall tell u the tinks that happened startin from day 1

day 1
reached pulau ubin at 11 plus
walked a long distance from the jetty to the campsite
im pantin like dunnoe wat loh ..
helped out with the logistics
i teamed up with farishah
and my grp is number 4

some info bout my grp -
total strength : 23
girls : 11
boys : 12
grp name : fantabulous 4
sir : from marsiling sec

i can only rmb some of their names though
girls -
syafiqah - woodlands ring sec
santia - woodland sec
tanay - riverside sec , at night dun wan sleep
hafizah - admiralty sec
2 shahirah - one from admiralty sec ; other from woodgrove sec
tutick - assistant leader ; admiralty sec
ezah - riverside sec
nakia - woodgrove sec ; lives in the same block as me

boys
guan yew - woodland sec ; leader ; super blur
iskanda - admiralty sec
linal - marsiling sec
justin - riverside sec
fauzie - admiralty sec
kelvin - christ church sec
the other 6 more cant rmb

and we were to introduce ourselves to the grp ..
its really amazin how ppl can rmb my name ..
i mean .. its so simple rite?

soon after .. we pitched our tents ..
tentage number 7 is where i slept in
5 malays and 1 chinese - which is me
but its ok

yea .. and then gt the area games
where we need to find the items needed for the makin of our flag ..
and .. its super borin
so basically, we ned to run around the campsite plus the sec 2 campsite
to find the tinks we ned
and worse still ..
we didnt get some of our items ..
other grps take our share =.=

the our flag isnt really wonderful
on the whole i tink it suxs
but at least its ok

grp 3 [ yong jian and ting ting ] and grp 4
are supposed to eat together
so the four of us sat together durin meals
worse .. our grp only gt 2 stoves
how to cook maggie?

then at night we play lame games ..
shall not tell the contents .. too borin

at night,
i sleep near the openin of the tent
but i juz cant seems to doze off
i listen to wat farishah sae - take our my hairband and clips
but in the end, its took hot!
so at 12 midnight
i sat up straight - cos too hot - and hah!
my grp members also haven sleep yet =)
then farishah asked me to lie down and closed my eyes ..
ok .. i did wat she saes again
then at 1 am in the mornin
i sat up again .. and tie my hair neatly
when i did that ..
i thought its 5 am in the mornin and is juz gettin ready for the dae
but farishah woke up and sae
its only 1 am in the mornin , try to get some sleep
i was like huh??!?
only 1 am???
then farishah said that at 3am .. i'm lying face down on my bag

day 2
arhh .. early in the mornin and i tink it gonna suxs todae
the mornin PT .. almost nvr sweat
cos we only run around the field 3 times ,
do 20 pumpins , 20 clutches , 30 sets of 4 jumpin jack and 3 other idiotic exercise ..
quite relaxin la
but den .. i suddenly felt so so sleepy
i dunnoe why but i really felt like sleepin

for breakfast ( 7 am ) , only eat some pineapple cubes and one biscuit
cos no food
its like my grp all gt big appetite like that
our food left only the energy bars and some milo powder [ packet ]
almost all maggie eat finished le

then later we go the treasure hunt around the island
wat the hell!
i changed into my wet activity shoes and get ready the small bag pack for wet activity and we went walkin around the island with that stuffs!
mind you , its heavy
so me and farishah share between us

another tink ..
gt one sir follow us
he teaches us lame songs ..

there was one boy
his grandmother giv him 2 toys
then gt wat sting
and he play with his two things
my two things ah my two things

then dunnoe wat liao

i was like .. wat craps
early in the mornin u wan us to sing tis song?
there's no end to that song loh
still gt the ice cream .. wat licked together .. in the kitchen

another one - somewat a cheer?
left right , left right
chorus : left right!
left right , left right
chorus : grp 4!
left right , left right
chorus : fantubulous!

then walked until my feet is numb
and it aches - my toes

then is lunch ..
by that time in grabbin wateve stuffs i could and stuff it into my mouth
im THAT hungry
but i gt control myself la

soon .. its the jetty jump ...
im gettin scared la
at first i thought that mayb i dun really wan to jump one
but den farishah saes
how often could u actually get to jumped off a jetty? tis is our only chance
it makes sense rite?
so each of us took a life jacket
by right i should that medium one ..
but couldnt find
so i took a small one loh
its amazin how it could still fit me
tany's the girl!
she's the first to jump and yep!
she saes that when u jump , it feels like u took a long time to get into the water
when my turned to jump ..
i was shiverin .. seriously

then i heard farishah saes im worried about her
oh man! farishah cares about me!! =)
im so touched
ya .. and all the girls are sayin ..
rmb to cross ur legs ..
if not , next time no mother's dae
hahas .. makes sense la =)



so i jump .. and it seriously feels like u took a long time to get into water loh
lucky for me .. when i jump into the water ..
i immediately floated so no harmed done
but
i cant see a single tink!
my vision was very blur cos the salt water gets into my eyes
and i was grobbin around me to see if i could find that stupid string to guild me ..
hah! but i cant find it
so i thought to myself ..

tis is gettin really stupid
i giv up on tryin to find that string ..
so i juz anyhow swim and guild myself loh

continue tmr

Sunday, November 09, 2008

ok ..
todae watched movie with theresa
by right also gt her 3 friends one - huaijian .. linda and shiying
but wat ill-mannered ppl they were ..
thought that the 5 of us should be watchin movie at causeway
and they agreed too

but while me and theresa ..
walkin in the front ..
lost tracked of them
and disappeard without a trace
theresa called them
but they either choose not to picked up the call or nvr heard it

now there .. its simply rude
i dunnoe how theresa could stand them
seriously.

so in the end ..
the 2 of us watched the coffin loh
super borin and it isnt super =.=

i admitted that the sound effects and the choosin of places for the movie was good
but honestly .. its juz another borin movie

the ratin i would giv the movie would be 2 stars out of 5 stars
and its supposed to be one of the scariest movie in thailand!

Tuesday, November 04, 2008

chem re-test huh?
ahh well .. i think i can pass tis time ( not true )
and if i fail .. i dunnoe wat to do liao ..
seriously ..

all the .. ahem .. crap that i had study nvr come out
and i finished the whole test in 45 mins!
and amazingly, i think i can do the QA ..
dun care la .. can pass then pass ..
cannot then die

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last wednesdae photos
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a trip to nanyang poly
no offence but i seriously wun choose the courses in the poly ..
our class was the special one in which we had 2 courses to choose from

course 1 : ice-cream making
course 2 : 3D dimensional

ok .. i choose course one ..
and it suxs!
the lab smells of ammonia gas and even worse - the trainee bring us to the wrong lab!
the nxt lab was slightly better though ..
my classmates all looked forward to the course u noe ..
cos its ICE CREAM!!!!

yea rite .. ice cream ..
wat rubbish!
we go there to make the flavours of the ice cream and not the makin of the ice cream!!!

4 per grp ; my members are sheree, lingmin and stella
and we each took a coat - my size : medium
its too long until it reached my knee caps!
then we also each took a pair of disposable gloves
i didnt see the box which size they had so i tried to squeeze into a pair
which unfortunately happens to be the small one and had a hard time takin it out =.=
so i changed into medium loh

the trainee saes that after puttin the solutions into the 6 test-tubes,
we are ready to put into the .. erm .. pot?
sometink like that and let it heat for 10 mins
we did as we were taught.
after 10 mins, we took out the test-tubes,
and lemme tell u
they sae each test-tubes hav different smells of flavours
mind you, they DID hav different smells =)
but the smells isnt sometink like perfumes
it smells like rubbish bins and smelly socks or jumble up of both ..
it stinks!!!!

other grps had colours one u noe
but ours .. NIL
juz colourless ..

then asyraf come and let us smell a test-tube ..
say that he smell lemon
we smell.
the smell was damn choking!
i nearly gagged on it .. =.=

managed to take some photos though =)



ling min .. charmaine and saba ..
the evil trio .. muahahas




me and lingmin




me and sheree




u noe .. when stella saw me wearin that coat .. she sae i looked like an idiot =.=




charmaine's fab. look
A.K.A. Mrs Toh




the star!!!! excluded stella though .. cos we dunnoe where she go

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NPCC PHOTOSHOP COMPETITION
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me and zuliana did it!!
we gt 3rd
ok .. i was a bit disappointed though ..
cos i aimed to get gold.
but the commentor said that we only used one pic ..
so cant gt it.


the trophy




me and zuliana =)



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slacked inside npcc room
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took the photo with saba



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URA trip
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stupid worksheet ..
nvr finished it la
'cher wan scold then scold loh
but took lots of photos tis time!!!



































alrite!
3 cheers for those who helped out in the photo taking!!
wonderful job!
especially ronnie and afini =)
cos they are the models of the dae!!! woohoo =)

updated on fridae - 31/10/08

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

addicted to a japanese anime ,
ouran high school host club
link - lifesgreatest.co.uk

will not be havin any post until i get over the anime =)

Monday, October 27, 2008

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by woon hui

1. Do you have secrets?
naturally

2. Would you fall in love with a boy older than you?
yes

3. Do you enjoy going to sch?
hmm... sometimes not

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
go overseas with my parents and save the rest of the money in bank

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend's state?
no

6. If you have to choose one person between ur boyfriend & best friend, who will you choose?
when i gt boyfriend then say

7. List out your 15 favourite songs:
i dun hav leh ..

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
like that loh

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
go overseas and hav some good friends

10. What makes you angry?
ppl who gossips behind my back - which i noe alot
and ppl who scold me for apparently no reasons at all

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
mayb slim down alot and become more beautiful

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
family members and friends

13. What is the most important thing in life?
able to become a fashion designer

14. What is more important?Family or Career?
both

15. What is your favourite colour?
green

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
no comments for tis question

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
the person whom i like better

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
i would if the person apologise for wat he/she did

19. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
nothin

20. 5 people I have tagged:
shuyan , ronnie , kangling , soonsiang and yunzhen

Sunday, October 19, 2008

its very fun and enriching =)
woke up @ 4.30am
and slacked around at home be4 meetin lingmin at the bus stop.
then we tok loh .. cos we dun wan go into the school mah ..

lingmin sae only 17 sec 2 choosen for the course
sad rite?
and only 7 CL nia
pathetic? zihan and yonghong nvr come .. well .. who cares?

and the place we are goin? - school library
we were all very sian loh
the course were taken together with the NCC

then the sirs came - coach luke and coach xavier
at first, i was blamin myself why should i come for the course as im not the excos-members wat ..
me and lingmin felt "extra" there
but no choice wat ..
decided to come already so get on with it loh

then we play the first game - get to noe each other better
its ... =.=
my group members :
NCC - amin, shahir, rutnesh, wen pang
NPCC - zuliana, me, sabrina, affandi
grp name : Supreme Elite

out of the 8 ppl ; 7 of us kenna porfit
i kenna 4 times .. cant rmb their name la ..
then coach luke said that each grp sent 1 representative for the porfit ..
bastard la they all ..
they all pointed their fingers at me =.= ( super united loh )
P.S. my grp was the noisest =)

haha .. lingmin also kenna sent out for porfit
she sae her grp actually sent shawn - primary schl frenz as representative one ..
her grp seein me kenna .. they also sent her out
LOL .. sad =(

ok .. we ned to do the catwalk and sent a flyin kiss to the audience =.=
but me and lingmin nvr do it ..
i can hear qhairah's and deejin's voice loh - hahas .. yanyan do the catwalk
i was like .. sad and aiyah .. dunnoe

nxt we go and hav lunch ..
the boys behave as though they nvr eat for daes! ( ncc and npcc )
they i nvr eat chilli also kenna chilli ..
sian leh

after that is the course ..
we sit in our own grp
coach luke sae shahir and zuliana together!
muahahas .. for ur info
shahir - sec 2, tall and pretty good-lookin
zuliana - sec 3, well-nourished =]
jk ... jk only la

tis is the video the sir show us



then nxt we play the nxt game ..
amin gone home so our grp only gt 7 ppl
and sabrina changed to grp 1 ( The Elites )
so one person from that grp come our grp - jordon, NCC

we designed our own mascot
and can u believe it??!?
2 grp draw the lightnin img
2 grp draw the muscle arms
and the remainin 2 grps - me and lingming's grp, draw the campfire =.=

the coach was shocked! =)
unbelievable!

we also create our own cheer ..
very sad and sian la
we do lots of tink la ..
then the coach sae we are singin lullaby =.=
WTH

we play the 4 butts, 12 elbows, 3 noses, 3 pairs of feet - super easy and very fun!
our grp was the first to do finished! - we were awarded 15 pts!

then we hav to form the pyramid by ourselves



as u can see above, i'm standing on the legs of shahir and jordon
they seriously buckle under my weight ..
on the another side .. zuliana as a support ..
rutnesh and affandi all stand on her legs ..
and they dun weigh like feathers
but we managed to hold on ..
thanxs goodnes =)

nxt is the newspaper ..
7 of us tried to squeeze into the newspapers ..
zuliana can carry me leh!
hahas .. she strong man =)
and we won the first again!!!
we get TEAMWORK
and we hav absolute faith in each other!!!
muahahas ..

i tink thats all ..

Sunday, October 19, 2008

ya .. thats right!
we gt 3rd (:
u may tink that its nothin important but hey!
i tink the img is pretty neat!

even though we nvr receive much luck from our squadmates
we were determined to giv our best shot
we must show them that the logistics team are UNBEATABLE TEAM!
thats the spirit!!!
we nvr once quarrel and we worked in harmony - like real =)

my dear dear zuliana was so good loh =.=
sae take the 900 bus can reached woodgrove ..
then there raining mah ..
i dun feel like takin my umbrella out so we ran across the road to the gate
and zuliana was grumbling ..

during that photoshop training ..
i hardly listened to what the lady is toking about
i dun know how to use it and i dun care
but i noe sometink -
we will NVR EVER go backed to school empty-handed
thats the promise me and zuliana made.
the woodgrove sir was so good loh!
the lady also not bad =)

she gt joked with us .. haha .. LAME jokes loh ..
i can also said that the two of us were seriously very noisy (:
when i was lookin at the trophies ..
i said to zuliana - the bronze looks like dark chocolate man
i dunnoe why but i hav confidence with myself that i will win =)

after the competition ends ..
the sir announce that we can take a break and hav some curry-puffs..
i juz drag zuliana to the door cos i wan go toliet
and juz nice .. the food and drink was located near the door ..
and the girl thought i wan to hav some curry-puffs
she gimme some
but i dun wan eat
im in ned of toliet so i juz pointed to the door and walked passed her ..
and lots of ppl laughed ..

lame right?
zuliana hahaha =.=
malu loh ..

the school first giv us COP
then when sir called our school ..
i clapped the loudest .. and the sir,
seein that .. also clapped for zuliana =)
sad tink is .. only the two of us clapped ..
but like i care like that =.=

below is the img ( before and after )





perhaps u may tink that its horrible but its my first time usin photoshop k?
and actually right?
photoshop isnt really great ..
its pretty good for blending imgs but difficult to use it .. i dunnoe how to explain ..

the rest of the imgs tmr then upload =)

Friday, October 17, 2008

a little ray of sunshine
to be crushed by a git
shall not sae who he/she is

i now realised sometink ..
IP ADDRESS is the best tink to track down ppl
who tinks spammin is fun yet deny they nvr do it

u asked me where's the evidence
looked at the img below



tis is the prove. and u asked me why did i first accuse u?
hmm .. mayb cos i pull down ur ratin from 5 stars to 4.5 stars and u not happy
thus .. u wan to spam me?
is that answer good enough?

i dun doubt the IP address from the source i gt it.
i simply trust the source.

it shows two different days tagged by u under two different names.
and for ur info, i hav refresh the tink many times
before i come to the conclusion that u spam me.

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exams are finally over and done with
and all i can sae is that im gonna die for a.math, phy( mayb? ) and chem
i dun tink i did ok for the rest of the papers ..
ahh well .. its over

currently playin dress up games ..
i noe it lame yet i juz wan to play =)
i tink i shall searched some music to put in my blog ..

bye for now~

Saturday, October 11, 2008

todae i finally go and register for my NRIC!
that's good isnt it?

me and my mum took the MRT there
so during that COMFORTABLE ride ...
there was this malay guy ,
age range bout 25 to 35 ..
was seriously - erm .. tokin very loudly
as in .. communicating to himself ya ..

he said i love u emily - loud loh!
he also - sing [ horribly ] - in malay
i buried myself in my magazine cos i was gigglin mah
not only me k! there's also one couple grinnin

reached the ICA buildin ..
blah blah ...

now .. its 5.41pm , wednesdae
i should be studyin like mad for chemistry loh!
yet .. im bloggin ..
ahh well , how cares?

Wednesday, October 08, 2008

a summarise version of tis week.
hectic week. over-piling of notes. rubbish friends. tired. emotionally and mentally drained. hate chemistry teacher. Ms Tan is so cute - wat a great teacher she is.

to WARDAH,
wat i do is my business. u dun like it - that's ur business.
my blog, my say. wat u sae is seriously unforgettable.
u laughs at my mum's clothing and said such mean sutffs - be glad that i nvr put the pic of u wearin that tight pink sweat shirt in my blog.
i nvr forgt the time i gt backed my chemistry test paper. i passed. but nvr show it around. and dun exaggerate it. not everyone in the class knew i passed.
u're juz jealous and wans attention from the class.
and u noe wat?
my mum's afraid of wat u might do to me on mondae. u better dun do anytink harsh cos i might tell Ms Gan should anytink happens to me.

Hoped i managed to get pass the nxt week unharm.

Saturday, October 04, 2008

u noe wat?
all this while, i hav been toleratin u
u and your bloody mouth.
cant u juz shut up?



i noe i fail my physic test even though its super easy
ok .. i admit i nvr study
out of 42 students , im one of those 4 that failed the test
but do u really wan to make it as though im seriously a physic moron?
do u wan that?

i hav been givin it a thought whether a not to post tis up ..
i tink i should.
it served as a reminder for me that i should work hard
and not be looked down upon by somebody like u

hav i really laugh at u when u fail tests?
did u really ned to sae such hurtful stuffs?
did i do that when u fail?
now u noe why saba doesnt wan to forgiv u?

i shall not sae too harshly
but i will nvr forget wat u sae

" hahas .. i finally win u ..
daniel chong saes that those who fail will hav trouble doin to test tmr ..
i tink u might as well dun even ned to come for the physic exam tmr cos u will fail one "

do u really ned to sae those stuffs above?
my mum nvr said that to me and hu the hell are u to sae that??!?

i supposed u realised that nobody wan to hang out with u
do u?

how does it help by takin a mickey out of me?
will it make u feel better?
are u sicked or wat?

suggestions to u :
checked ur mental health with a professional doctor
and reflected upon wat u hav done

and im not even done with u.
why must u keep sayin that im poor?
are u filthy rich?
i bet not!

u acted cute then sae i acted cute.
come on la .. u looked disgustin when u acted cute to tell u the truth.
i gt a pic of u .. u noe?
shall show the others how lovely u looked like



i still gt another pic of u actin cute at the national heritage centre
wanna see?
but i hate to see u gettin backed at me in school ..
so i dun wan to post it ..
mind u - its not b'cos im afraid of u k
i wan to reserve for u the remainin pride that u gt

Thursday, October 02, 2008

im so happy =)
i finally gt a new one
ok .. bought it from power 9

it cost quite a bomb k!
$17.90 - its super expensive
but i like it!

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

im very touched by wat u guys hav done for me =)
tis year birthdae is not yet memorable but it is very special
it meant a lot to me

thanxs for those who wish me happy birthdae
yi yong , ling min , keat ying , farishah , firdiyanah , charmaine , ting ting , xiao hui , ronnie , daphne , jie ling , bao shuang , yi min , wardah , afini , sabariah , ira , dee jin , jasmine , theresa and yi ru

thanxs for those who giv me present
ling min , yi ru and ira - there mayb some more =P

thanxs for those who smashed me with those "lovely" flour
keat ying , ling min , xiao hui , yi min and some others la

thanxs for those who sang me bird-dae song
afini , wardah , charmaine , ling min and keat ying




i make the above banner myself juz for this dae =)
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to ling min : yo ah ma! thanxs for that photo frame la ^_^
i still tryin to guess wat to put in it leh ...
perhaps after exams , we could go take neo-print then i paste it in the frame?

to keat ying : u super naughty la.
cant believe u younger than me ..
你前凸，中间也凸，后面悄 =)

to bao shuang and yimin : thanxs for celebratin my birthdae with me

to ira : its the thoughts that counts =)
wateva u giv me , i will still like it ..
i tink that book is sometink bout greece or roman one rite?
i will read it as soon as possible =D

to yi ru : special gift ya?
thanxs!
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ok .. i bought myself a gift too - a ring and a bangle
pls dun tink im crazy ok wateva k?
im as sane as u are



to me , 15th birthdae meant that i can finally get my IC!
woo hoo ^_^
special year k!
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i nearly gagged on the flour when xiao hui smashed it straight on my face
i felt like vomittin ...
my mouth was full of flour and felt so dry ...
then suddenly , i chased ling min and bao shuang ..
i felt so "wrong" .. hahas .. =)
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will upload photo tmr la =)

Friday, September 26, 2008

im feelin excited now
cos i dunnoe how tmr will be like ..
fabulous? or simply horrible?
juz like heaven or hell

ya .. tmr is also english papers ..
im feelin jittery now ..
cos its double blow

english paper and birthdae on ONE DAE
and my biggest wish is to PASS ALL MY SUBJECTS

todae chinese paper rite? -> suxs.
dunnoe wat the passage is tokin bout ..
im dead.
its so difficult!

[ adapted from the paper ] 在多的草地也有瘦马 -> u noe wats its bout?
i dun. thats why i juz scribble some rubbish on the paper ..
if i could get marks on THAT question ..
im SMART .. ya


photos taken the past few daes/weeks















i juz wan to let my memories of my 14 years of life kept in this blog ..
so that the 14 years old me will nvr fade ...

Thursday, September 25, 2008

ok .. i noe i shouldn't be postin BUT
i felt i had to ..

teachers are juz capable of givin us tests and rushin through all those topics
i mean .. its pretty sick la - to tell the truth
i hardly noes wat the hell is goin on durin chemistry lessons
and same goes to social studies ..

if i could, i will surely change my chem and social studies teachers
the both of them suxs man ..
SS - been failin since the start of the year
chem - been failin since the 3rd test onwards
see? how do u tink i will like those subjects if i keep on failin?

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TARGET RESULT OF EOY - juz test result .. not total up

ENGLISH - B3
E.MATHS - A1
CHINESE - A2
* CHEMISTRY - B4
* PHYSIC - B3
* A.MATHS - B3
* COMBINED HUMANS. - B3

those subject that gt a star one, are those in potential of failin
able to get a pass in all 4 subjects enable me to pass my EOY overall

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

it is indeed , as the title suggested.
the past daes hav been horrendous ..
so .. i see that i should hav some treat for myself =)
ok .. i lost my school badge and was findin for the extra ..
and search my cupboard for it .. and who knows!
i found out sometink that's very valuable to me

i hav been tinkin ..
hav i really wasted my time tis yr?
i mean .. im in sec 3 now isnt it?
yet .. i hav been slackin for months ..
my results dropped until dunnoe like wat ...

some soul-searchin really did it well for me =)
tis will be my last post until my EOY examz are over.

i found out from the cupboard 2 most important letters
and its from my 2 best frends - iraamira and yoke teng
haiz .. its been months since i really had a good talk with them
i missed them u noe?

i rmb Mr Sam Soo - our then english teacher , saes that
tis letter writin to our best friends was our most prized possessions from them
its truly memorable la

my second yr with the 2 achievers is a true blissed =)
my teachers , my classmates .. and everytink we hav done together is wow
i really miss 2 achieve'07
and as Mr Sam Soo also said that
there will only be one 2 achieve 2007
every memory with them is dear to me ...

my! i even rmb how i worked hard for that yr!
in the end .. wat did i get?
the number 10th position in my class of 43 students
im so happy on the dae we get backed our results slips
that i nearly burst in tears!
too overcome by emotions ..
and i knew i will miss that class - a lot.

ok .. enough recallin ..
backed to the letters ..
its wunderful ..
how i use to tink wat Mr Sam Soo did was childish
how wrong i was =)

i tink i will type out the contents of ira's and yoke teng's
so here goes :


from Koh Yoke Teng
to oh Yan Yan

left out the address

date : 17th sept 2007

Dear yanyan,
i met you in secondary 2. I tink that although we only met this year but i still think that we can be best friends. In this class, I hav two best friends, one is you the other is Diana. I am glad to have you as a friend. Whenever Diana is not around, you would talk to me and when I am angry with Diana, you made me clam down. Well i hope that I can be in the same class with you next year. The sweet memories I had was with you and Diana , when we spend the time together. I really hope that we had a long everlasting friendship

* a simple sweet letter from yoke teng
sad we are in different class now ..
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ok next is the remainin one :

from Iraamira
to Oh Yan Yan

left out the address

DATE : 17/9/07

Dear yan yan,

how are you? I cant believe that I am writing this letter. Oh well. Let's see , I consider you as my best friend because you have good personalities. You are sweet, kind, responsible and fun to be with. I am truly touched when you called me to see whether I was ok while I was sick. By now, you would have known who I am.

So far, I have considered all of my memories that I had with you, sweet, even if most of it is spent in school. But I am hoping to make more sweet memories during your birthday :) I cant wait.

Sorry if my letter had been short and messy. I will consideryou my friend as I'm the type who treasures friendship. Nothing else to say, good luck with your exams. And i ope you would have a pleasant day.

* touchin yet hahas ..
me and ira did make fun of each other once in a while =)





[ above - letter from yoke teng ]




[ above - letter from ira ]




[ the two letters ]



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see? those letters are sweet and touchin even if we had known each other for only 9 months. those letters speaks of true feelings we had for each other.

ahh yes ..
before i forgt
i gt pictures to upload =)


as the sun set ...



sun rise ..




sun's glare ..

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

ok .. me and keat ying and yi min
are friends again ..

P.S. cousins of yimin's .. stoppin taggin at my tagboard now
u hav no rite to stop me from taggin

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

todae early in the mornin signed in my computer ..
go yimin's blog read ..
and then her cousins must join in







read those msgs?
it goes to show that those 2 cousin of her's are really naive and childish
especially that LittleMiss .. wateva rubbish
wan come school and find me?
go ahead.
lol .. can u believe that?
im bein reprimanded by a 12 yrs old kiddo!

now .. im afraid ..
i scare i kenna hacked to pieces by her 3 cousins [ said in yimin's tagboard ]
tmr ..
they gonna find me man ..
*leg shakin*
I WILL WAIT


saw the two of them the first tink in the mornin [ double blow ]
and as i figured , they tok bout me.
it didnt take an idiot to know wat they're tokin

then sabariah oso wan to join in ..
wah .. dun whether keatying purposely a not la
but her tone was damn sarcastic
she said to saba later u sae her she will sae u back-stab her one
saba replied .. aiyah .. dun care la [ i tink ]

now its great ..
sabariah knew it
how long do u tink tis will spread to the whole npcc unit?
i guess its by thurdae .. the rate they are goin
superfast man

ling min and bao shuang was caught between us ..
they very pathetic ..
especially bao shaung
she's a great helped to me tis past few daes
to bao shuang -> im gald we were friends for 7 yrs
to ling min ->u're caught in between us .. but i wun force u to believe me

to keat ying -> i only put the happenings in my blog ..
i nvr go round tellin others. but ur my friend , so i tell u tis , im nvr really angry with u. i noe ur character so wateva u put in my blog. its all written in my previous post.

to yi min -> pls dun anyhow tell others bout wat has happened. im sure we can settle tis among ourselves. there's no need for gang fight or wateva. im not one who likes to get into trouble. but i really heard u sayin that im a hypocrite

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

u noe wat?
tis is my 91th post
alot to me u noe ..
and so far i hav seen only bout 30 plus posts which are bout happy stuffs
petty amazin la ..
how often my life are infested with unhappiness


go school. and the tink happened.
ok .. firstly we were tokin ..
no happily but manageable ...


ya .. i will foreva rmb wat yimin said
she sae yanyan must be someone who tok nicely to tis person then behind him/her will tok bad one .. in short back-stabber .. hypocrite


lemme tell u .. chan yi min


firstly .. im not a COWARD
secondly .. TIS IS NOT MY CHARACTER
thirdly .. when u said tis , meant that u took me as a person like that
fourth .. u dun understand me so dun ASSUME u noe
fifth .. tis ISNT the first time u are sayin me like that


i forgt the details already .. ya but wat ky said has no regard for my feelins
to chong keat ying :
u may tink that its no big deal and why i hav to make a fuss bout it.
tink. pls.
u HURT my ego and feelin. seriously bout wat u said. cos u dun giv a damn bout it.


if u continuin tinkin that u hav no wrong .. then leave it.
dun harped in it. and ya .. go ahead and complained to others.



to charmaine seah wan lin :
i wan to put ur name in the personal message tingy is b'cos i feel that u hav gone too far. i dun like xing ru and u make it seems that i'm almost love-sicked or crazy bout him.
dun u tink that its very lame and childish?
i do. when u beg me to erase ur name off .. i did it. cos i believe u change
not for the better but at least stop sayin me and him.
ahh .. its juz my naive thoughts.
juz try puttin urself in my shoes but i doubt u dun.



to the three of u :
i hav not use vulgar up until now and dun test my patience
but it seems i get agitated now la ..
hav to use vulgar NOW

FUCK OFF LA .. bloody u three
u guys dun giv a damn to wat i feel rite?
tink im resistant to it arh?
im a human ok!
there's always a limit to everytink
and tis time .. its WAY WAY too wrong.
u guys like havin a go at me rite?


yi min -> u tink im a hypocrite rite? back-stabber rite?
i show u wat i meant.
i shall go round tokin bad about u
im not either of those horny bitches that does those tinks.
but u make it sound as if i am one.


it sounds fun and a job juz RITE for me isnt it?
i nvr knew im born like that
u listen up : IM HAVIN A GO AT U
try me. now.


keat ying -> u gt such an uncouth mouth.
tis mouth is one that will surely land u in deep trouble. one dae it will happened.
i hav tolerate u so far b'cos u're my friend ..
u giv no regard for me rite?
good.


charmaine -> nothin to say to u.



u guys mayb tinkin why the hell must i fault ur for everytink when wateva u done is for fun ..
ya .. my fault
u guys nvr consider my feelins .. my fault
i make ur feel awkward .. my fault
no mood .. my fault
its juz my fault la ok? happy?
wateva i do gt a reason ..
i hav given each of u three a description of wateva u hav done la ..
dun bother reflectin .. im in the wrong ..


do ur noe even when to stop?
would tis happened if ur nvr play/joke/make fun of me?
isnt it great?
i now then realised that wateva happens ..
nobody seems to comfort me ..
ppl would always seems that im in the fault
my good friend - lingmin - nvr backed me up when the 3 of them are against me ..
she juz sit there .. smilin
ya .. pretty funny ..
seein me kenna shoot at like hell


why?
last year .. had a small breakout over the npcc blog ..
me and zihan ..
fightin who should use who blogskins ..
ya .. i backed out ..
she told the sixth batch bout it ..
im in their black book list ..

then the year before ..
tingting forces me to go to campcraft trainin
i didnt ..
happen in sec 1
a tiny outbreak in the canteen ..
she corner me ..
shouted at me ..
saes why didnt u go for the campcraft trainin?
didnt u sae u're goin IMM??
she said that the moment she saw me ..


so there's a reason for everytink i do
dun make u guys sound as if u're so pathetic?
wat bout me?
that did it. i giv up. ya .. I GIV UP
i nvr felt so wrong in my life ..


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ok .. gt back CA2 results ..
suxs like hell ..
fail 3 subjects
shown improvement in - a.math ; chinese ; e.math ; chemistry
drastic dropped in - english ; physics ; combi humans

Friday, September 12, 2008

ok .. juz the week b4 EOY
there's 4 tests - 2 geo .. eng and chinese

HOW GREAT WAS THAT?!?

and ya ..

its simply juz bad luck that my
birddae happens to fall on 26 september
very nice arh?
that dae hav ENGLISH EOY EXAM

NOW ITS VERY GREAT ..

too good to be fantasy

no mood .. ya .. bye

Thursday, September 11, 2008

ya .. saw 3 clothes that i really like best
i intend to buy it
but dunnoe whether they accept cash .. not by mail
hope i can pay when i meet up with them
like that easier mah ..












nice rite?
by the way .. for those interested .. pls go que-sera for a look =]

Monday, September 08, 2008

the horrible dae of school re-openin
yucks!
dunnoe why there gt such tink as school
dunnoe why we must take terrible and horrible and smelly vegetable subjects!

homework - maths haven finish yet .. juz no mood la ..
chem - dunnoe where i put the wksheet ..
physic - heck care la

2 more weeks then end of year examination le ..
how??!?

i seriously gonnae flunked my EOY like my MYE again!!!
haiz .. juz no mood to study tis year ..
take one step at a time bah ..

Sunday, September 07, 2008

very tired.
had to drag myself out of bed.
go school ..
npcc room open le ..

then riverside sec joined us for the ride to HTA
ok .. we very early loh
then our seat in the harmony hall different le
we sit in the center row
wah .. suddenly everytink b'come so BIG

then jieling saes that the mdm that look like grace is havin a bomb in her stomach and 2 bomb in her boobs
and she oso sae the mdm act cute .. wat havin a plaited hair and watsoeva

then i gt laughin fits that last all dae long
that jieling la! =.=
so embarass loh! every now and then i will burst out laughin!
lingmin oso a bit crazy ..
usin of her pen is very ticklish ...

baoshuang quarrel with yimin ..
i tink they ok le la ..

hav the home front security course
and then take the 2 stupid tests

the lecturer [ HFS ] very funny la
giv us so many clues =]
that one confirm pass one

but the PK test leh ..
very difficult sia
its a miracle that i can pass
seriously.

then course finish le and went with baoshuang .. yimin and lingmin to 888 plaze KFC there to eat ..

i didnt manage to take any pictures of the harmony hall ..
very sad rite?
i tink tis will be the last time im steppin inside HTA ..
i will definitely missed it.
the past memories in HTA is certainly very memorable =)
i will cherish it. a lot. marked my word.

bon voyage!
oh .. wat the hell
hahas ..
bye!

Thursday, September 04, 2008

its rubbish.
wasted my 12 hours.
go to that stupid home team academy -> HTA for short.
we gt 1 course that comprises of 15 sections.

wanted to sleep already.
then tmr gt the PK test.
and
another course -> Homefront security -> HFS
for another badge

at the harmony hall.
the food ok la.

gt to study now .. bye

Wednesday, September 03, 2008

truly depressin ..
yep .. for the past 3 daes
we were mournin for him ..

yesterdae i go the place rite ..
wat the " urgh "
his skin was drawn tight against his face
my mum saes that all his blood and wateva water stuffs in him is bein sucked out
so he look .. erm .. ya
pretty scary too ..
the colour of his face is somewat like ash
its so dead la

so for the next 2 to 3 hours ..
im burnin the paper money to him beside his coffin
me and my mum plus my 3th uncle-in-law
durin which there is no communication

haiz .. my mum was there cryin again
could do nothin ...

then wah!
when shuwen and zion and caiming they all reached the place ..
i quickly " disappear "
and was seen at the basketball court with the 3 of them

then hoh ..
you xiang .. my cousin .. same age
gt a stead!
he sae his stead more chio and taller than me =.=
physical attack ..
and he wear skinny jeans leh! -> black
he's more well-nourished ___ A.K.A. fatter than me =D

then blah blah .. reached home 12plus ..


todae leh ...
pretty borin too
reached the place where they burn him ..

my mum and aunts were shoutin themselves hoarse ..
" big brother arh ... wake up .. go and find grandma .."
-> translated from hokkien
its seriously very pathetic
i felt like cryin .. but i didnt
very touched though

they then booked 3 boats to ferry my uncle to the sea
after they collected his bones and all
they sae his bone -> very white

went to the middle of sea and put down his jar or vat or container ... wateva
into the sea with a red cloth coverin it..
naturally .. mum cried


for me . i basically felt that
if u leave ur bones and all in the sea ..
u hav no restin place
no home . no family . no nothin .
juz a pile of bones in the sea bed

wherever the current brought u ..
thats where u will be restin ..
nobody to pay their respect to u durin 7th month ..
ur death anniversary .. ur birthdae etc

ur death is so sudden.
nobody can accept it.
aunt was cryin very badly ..
my mum sae sooner or later she's goin to be converted into a christian
be'cos whenever she felt sad ..
she will find 8th aunt [ she's a christian ]

rest in peace .. uncle
u choose this path urself ..
so continued the road urself ..
last but no least ..
good-bye

Sunday, August 31, 2008

hahas .. not fun todae
why?
no mood wat

alrite .. my uncle is dead .. so be it .. no use mournin for him online
i will pay my respect to him LATER in the afternoon in real life

our class all wear until very chio
me included la .. =]
but then Miss Gan very until like erm .. aunty leh
she put her hair in a bun ..
not really very nice
should hav take a picture of her and put it in blog
hmm .. nvm nvm ..
i still gt lots MORE pictures to show =P

muahahaha .. i'm a potential dangerous photographer ..
k .. lame =.=


yeah! the unbeatable logistic team! -> zu-li-ya-na and me =]




urgh! the smile of jie ling's .. giv me the chill ..
jie ling and me




chio bu -> means me and daphne =D




daphne only.




the trio? or the demented?




handsome guy? .. thats amin




diana and yoke teng




ira and me!




the 3 beauties ... really??!?




me and amin .. excluded the face below ..




me and boon ping




bao shaung and me




ling min and me




ok .. thats the legendary miss leong
our chem teacher ..
once she teach .. its unbelieveable!
u wun understand a single tink she saes!
but she's a nice lady except she cant teach ..




nabilah siti and me!!!!!!




nana and me




sarah and me ..
her face is really "charming" .. =.=
when she take with others .. she simle so sweetly .. i jealous loh ..




hahas .. i suddenly look so slim!




xiao hui and me =]




yiyong looks so chio! =)




ok .. she's the only girl in the class who worn like tis ..
special huh?




yoke teng and me!!!! <3




yong jian .. me and saba




yu hui .. me and syafikah




yu ying and shuyan
gt put makeup one




the photo-takin was ok la ..
then --

keatying saes zhi hong lookd quite ok in the vest ..
she wan take pic with him ..
so saw them in the linkway ..
i shouted to zhihong and tell him
he no expression leh .. sian la

zhi hong sae keat ying .. how come ur pants so short one?
keat ying blush
asyraf saes keat ying! can see ur belly button!

then me .. asyraf and zhi hong burst out laughin ..
hahas ..
ky was so embarass loh!

then go vivo city not nice ..
very sian .. reached home at round 7 plus

Saturday, August 30, 2008

life is forever short.
and almost hundreds of ppl are dying each day.
why cant we juz cherish our loved ones so that we will not regret??!?

too late its gone , it wun come back
tis is one of the lines taken from somewhere in my bookshelves ..
the book .. i mean

dun u tink that the sentence kinda gt a sentimental value?
i mean .. its true
once sometink is gone .. u sure wun get to see it again ..

sometimes .. i really hate myself
why cant i juz .. u noe .. forgiv someone easily ..
get wat i mean?
no .. u dun
the one readin tis blog post dun even noe wat the hell im tokin
so dun juz assumed u noe EVERYTHING

im feelin so confused and sad and angry ..
a jumble up of feelins

i guess i better fessed up wat im tokin
the resolute truth.

my first



uncle



is dead





can u believe that?
last saturdae .. we juz visit him and he was lookin fine
though he was sick with illness

todae .. im the morning
at round 6.35am
juz as i was bout to go to school ...

9th aunt called
her voice was breakin ..
due to the sobs ..

when my mum heard bout the news ..
she break down immediately
im shocked u noe!
i had nvr seen her looked so sad for 6 years
after the death of my grandmother

she cried ..
suddenly i felt so vulnerable
all i said to dad was let her cry .. if not . .she will not feel comfortable
its true .. under such circumstances .. there's no way u could cheer her up ..
so i let her cried to her heart content's

i naturally ..hold backed my tears
i had other important tinks to attend - school.
cant afford to skip
gt 3 tests todae u noe

juz now through the phone .. my mum told me that
the reason why my uncle passed away is that the medicine is too strong - given out by doctor to prepare him for the chemo session todae - and he had difficulties breathin
and
when the ambulance came ... too late

i guess he's mentally .. physically and emotionally drained
a person could giv up easily if he doesnt hav the will to live ..
but i guess my uncle was tired. very.

i believe in afterlife myself
thats where a person will go to .. when he'she is dead
simple enough to understand

i guess he can re-joined my grandmother in life ..
haha .. i mean .. they are both dead.
may they lived well in their afterlife

i juz hoped .. where ever they are .. wat they are doin ..
i loved them
but they didnt get a chance to hear the 3 words

tis post is goin to be up in my blog til sundae ..
where they will burn him in furnace ..
i will miss him.

Thursday, August 28, 2008

had school as usual ..
homework are pilin and i juz had no mood to continue studyin ..
but hey! endure til fridae then ok already!
cos fridae is be yourself dae wat =.=

then can get to wear home clothes ..
then can go out after that
i got no matchin bag leh ..

my class theme was casino
girl gt 2 options :

vest ; white blouse ; skinny jeans ; high heels
OR
dress ( black or white ) ; high heels

ok .. was i naturally take the " macho " one mah
i mean .. its easier to sit down la
the dress leh .. how can sit?
so difficult ..

hmm .. count out how much i hav spent ..

vest : $29.90
blouse : $9.60
skinny jeans : $21

so no ned me to sae how much does it cost in all ..
so expensive rite??!?
then i tink my blouse does not suit leh ..

i myself wear it looks like a maid
or a waitress
sian la .. spend so much then .. haiz ..

promise will take lots of photos to put in 2 achieve blog one!!!!! =]

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

haiz ..
we really gt to cherish our beloved friends .. family members and everything around us.
life is so short
i really cant believe how time flies

yesterdae at round 6 plus ..
my mum .. me .. errol and 8th aunt went to visit my first uncle
illness hav forced him to sit on the sofa all dae long ...
he was diagnosed and result shown that he contracted the 3rd stage of liver cancer
it was really devastrating ...

my mum broke down when she saw him ..
im shocked myself
he looked so thin and frail

age finally caught up with him
the last i saw of him was durin chinese new year ..
and thats ages ago .. lol!

well .. my 7th and 9th aunts visit him too
last wekk was his birthdae .. so we bought him a cake yesterdae to celebrate
we were told that tis was his first time celebratin his birthdae

below are some of the pictures ..








its quite sad actually ...
but he looked really tough and touched
touched cos we celebrate his birthdae and is willin to forgiv wat he did to my aunts years agao ..
tough cos he doesnt wan us to worry bout him

he's goin for his first session of chemo thingy on mondae ..
laser beams la .. can kill cancerous cells one ..
and then see how many percent of cells they can kill loh
u will actually drop all ur hair for tis type

the doctor saes if he wasnt goin for the session ..
the most he could live was about 1 month plus
but if he's willin to go for that tink ..
there is be a possibility that he MIGHT live for a few more years

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the cancer lump in his liver was about 0.62cm long
and his stomach was really bloated - looks as if he is pregnant for 3-5 months
its terrible
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i guess its his retribution
u may tink that im bad
but thats the truth

he was the first child to get married and my grandmother bought him a HDB flat to stay as a gift ..
but a few months later ..
he throw my mum .. grandmother .. 7th, 8th and 9th aunts .. grandfather out of the house!
their son throw their parents out of the house u noe!

he disregard their cries and slams the door at their faces ..
when my mum get married .. she invited him and his family members to come ..
but they either dun wan or choose to ignore it ..

he was jealous of them - all my aunts and uncle
for wat?
my grandmother bought u a house and u should be grateful u noe!
he saes grandmother nvr dotes on him ..
craps .. rubbish ..

he nvr repented until my grandmother died ..
he was there kneelin in front of her coffin
cryin .. beggin for forgivness ..
its too late!!!!!!

he nvr cherished wateva hell he gt ..
took everytink for granted
and when i heard of tis incident ..
i was very furious ..
how could my uncle be so ... ?
no sense of shame

but the moment i saw him yesterdae ..
my anger evaporated ..
he look so pitiful
and his children?
nvr celebrate his birthdaes for him all tis years ..

forgt it .. forgt it ..
im afraid i might get agitated the more i type and recalled the past ..
my mum .. as his sister forgives him and me? as my mum's daughter .. ought to forgives him too ..


arh .. yes ..
took photo with my cousin .. shuwen!



erm .. my hair is quite messy la ..
take it as wind-blown ok?

and charmaine eatin styles?




thats all .. bye

Sunday, August 24, 2008

yea .. that's right.
and my SGT WOC is a failure.
it all fits.

im sad for daphne and keat ying though.
they did nothin wrong mah ..
anyways .. its not the start of the chinese oral yet wat

why are teachers so unreasonable?

cheer up .. daphne and keat ying!!!!

heck care the teachers ..
* sobbin * ... seein u so sad breaks my little heart ...
disgustin X_X .. juz took tis time as a lesson earned.


ahhhh .. SGT WOC ..

DEAD

sad? naturally
fail? confirmed
confidence? 100% i will failed

and that aminuddin wah lao ...
u dun hav to say so many command rite?
i know u wan to secure ur SGT rank la
but dun tortured us can?

hahas .. but it shows that he's a singaporean
he has one of the most important trait : kiasu

like i said .. it all fits.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

juz lookin through the google web and found tis page that has obviously cool pics!
some of it are below =]


hahas . .sexy bikini chicken?




cat attack?




the kitty is so adorable isnt it?
i tink the owner is kinda wicked to grap the neck of it ..
poor dear ..




faces of cats?




dun eva look down a cat k!
its rubrid skills roxs!




the one i loved most!!!!!!!



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back to serious stuffs now ..
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ok .. then the chinese wrintin skills course suxs!
i really hate that stupid teacher a lot loh!
my "teacher" was a china girl
bloody hell ..
use me as an example ..
and she oso gt attitude problems
then speak chinese dun wan .. wan slipped in some english words between the sentences ..

one example arh : 好，请你 close 一下门。

wat the .. tis is chinese lesson k!
wan speak then speak properly la!

haiz .. secondly , i failed a.math common test.
i seriously dunnoe wat to do ..
i felt ready to be in tears ..

work harder for end of year!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

ok .. another post .. pretty borin
until the part where me and wardah go to the front to hav a speech
she speak first ...
then my turn

wah lao .. when i speak , almost the whole class laughs ...
dunnoe why but Ms See oso ..
embarass u noe!
my ears turn hot and red ..

then ling min sae my voice is not the same
when im tokin w/o mic
i was like .. really?

wardah sae im too slack
monotone la ..
then im dragginnnngggg the words

ms see sae im singing =.=

but hey! after that .. the whole class atmosphere went up .. up and up
good tink k!
but at the expenses of me bein the class "clown"
sad ...


durin the buzan course : mind-mappin techniques
very borin
so me and theresa draw pic =]


that's Ms Tan [ below ] --> cute rite? =]

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

could u pls shut ur bloody mouth up?
i hav bein toleratin for a long time
why the hell must u picked on me?

lemme tell u , wardah bte zainalabidin .. so far , i hav not spoken any bad tinks about u .. but i tink its time i should

we can joked around sometimes u noe .. but the more we seat together long enough ..
the more i feel that u must be sicked in ur mind!

firstly , u're a 100% mood swinger .. i tink u noe the definition of " gila " rite?
take todae as an example. u faked the tears in ur eyes when i ignore u. saba oso sae gila to u. dun try to deny that cos its the truth.

sometimes .. do u noe wat u really wan in life? another example ... take yesterdae.

u shouted at danial chong juz b'cos u dun understand the lesson. then all the more u should pay attention in class! u noe danial chong isnt someone u should shout at.
he isnt like Ms Tan and Ms chala. all the teachers u shouted hav left u alone.
they all asked u to answer questions not b'cos they dislike u .. they want u to understand the lesson and noe wat the hell they hav been talkin.

u misunderstood their kind intention as bad motives

as a friend , i now urge u to stop actin like a kid and havin tantrums .. it aren't goin to work well for u tis yr. u should noe that i nvr breathe a word bout wat u said to me .. however unkind or hurtful ur words are.

i respect u as my bloody bitch friend. sad u dun cherish it.
u might hav feel that nobody in class seriously wanted to talk to u x-cept ur " good malay pals " .. or those that u get along well.

im sure u noe that saba gt speak bad bout u behind ur back.
im even 100% sure that she DID talk behind my back.
its juz that i dun wan to pursue those " meaningless stuffs "

secondly , wat u said bout my mother was seriously unkind and VERY HURTFUL
are u filthy rich? where's ur sense of respect?
i bet u dun hav the 2 points mention above.
did u care one ounce for my face?
do u actually wan me to be a laughin stock of the whole class?
or juz b'cos ur a bitter gourd?
OR u wanted more attention from others?

wardah : eh .. ur mother buy those clothes at pasar malam .. 3 for $10 wan arh?

when u said that one sentence .. i was like .. stony-faced ..
ur so rude to my parents .. and anyways .. FOR UR INFO .. my mum bought that clothes at metro!

dun say huh??!? .. metro gt sell tis cheap-cake clothes meh?
OR
u must be lyin la .. .. wateva hell or rubbish.


hav i eva sae anytink bout ur dress sense?
and yet u still gt guts to sae my mum;s clothes?????
spare a thought for my feelin la


howeva u dislike my mum or me .. respect someone older than u .. and much more .. its my's mum! unless u disregard me as ur friend .. than i hav nothin much to sae..


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chong keat ying ..


charmaine seah wan lin ...


daphne cheng hui ru ..


stop sayin that i like


xing ru when im not!


dun be LAME la


ur teasin aren't funny now


stop it b4 i really blew my top

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

it roxs man!
the place is located near fort canning and registration of marriage
reached the place at 6.30pm
amount of $$$ per person is $5 only
gt include dinner, water, snacks and mat [ cos we sit on the ground ]

hundreds of ppl already there ...
managed to find a place somewhere near the screen

ppl there : 8th aunt's family , 7th aunt's family , 3rd aunt and uncle , me and mum and 2nd aunt
i dubbed it the the gatherin of hags
seriously .. the name suits them .. x-clude me, zion, errol and zi le
the four of us belongs to the young grp


slacked around .. takin pics
but then lemme show u the pics of me .. mum and errol at suntec city















my feet [ below ]




mum's feet [ below ]




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pics at the movie thingy
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u noe wat? i tink my photographic skill is really amazin ..
i can captured shots of funny images from my friends and relatives.
most importantly , they let me took their photo without poutin or watsoeva ..

that's my 2nd aunt [ eatin dinner ] - a shocked look




my 3rd uncle




ok .. my 3rd aunt .. erm .. puff up hair? *shocked* .. *laughin silently*
her hair wasnt like tis when i last seen her .. and thats 6 months ago ..






zion's family members [ 7th aunt ]




errol and his family members [ 8th aunt ]

Sunday, August 17, 2008

lets talk bout maths lesson
an small incident happened ..

Ms Tan : wardah , wat did u see on this triangle?
wardah : i cant hear wat are u tokin
Ms Tan : i sae , wat did u see on tis triangle???
wardah : i cant hear
Ms Tan : wat??? u cannot see? its on tis triangle
wardah : [ voice raisin slowly ] i CANNOT hear

Ms Tan [ glarin at wardah and still tokin softly ] : I SAY WAT CAN U SEE ON TIS TRIANGLE???
wardah : I CANNOT HEAR!!!!!!!!!! [ she shouted across the room at Ms Tan ]

Ms Tan looks as if she gonna hav a fit!
then dunnoe why .. wardah cry [ bitterness in her .. ]


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leonis game thingy

wardah shouted at kenneth

wardah : i sae i wan tis chair rite? why u must bully me ... and so on

then she went out of the computer lab and hav a good cry

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npcc time ...
its like shit
then we hav the promotion test
i tink i kenna deducted a lot of marks on the drills

skip middle part ....

then at bout 5.30 to 6.30
we had our so-called "PT" with jay sir
in our full u and carryin rifles
he teaches us a new style of excerisin with our rifle
all of us - includin sec 1, 2 and 3 had to went sprawlin onto the ground when he said down
we all of us had a trial
im feelin very excited as well as a bit tired la
excited cos i nvr had a physical trainin in full u
tired cos the promotion test had left me mentally and physically drained

but hey! its totally awesome =]

then he bring us to run round the link way and he shouted "down!" and when i was bout to go down, i acidentally knock my rifle muzzle onto wardah's head
wardah looks like she was bout to cry .. her brown eyes teemin with tears of pain
in front of the NCDCC some more!
so we kept a distance between each other in case we need to go down again


then went we was bout to go home ...
dunnoe why but there is someone who nudged one of the rifles leanin against the wall and 6 rifles tumbled onto the floor ....

i was like shit!
we were in deep trouble and sure enough ....
haiz .. we kenna pumpin
on the rough area of nearly bald grass patch beside npcc room
then keekwoon sir said that each rifle drop - we ned do 50 pumps
so 6 rifles dropped - 300 pumps or 300 of sometink
mind you , we were in our full u la

we only completely 50 pumps
and 10050 counts of 8 jumpin jacks - by right should be 100
we were simply too tired to do it anymore
we were lucky as we manage to skip the rest of the jumpin jacks cos its nearly 7 o'clock and the security guard ned to lock the school ...
so we own derrick sir 150 pumps
next week then we repay him

all of us were feelin the worst of the worst
i feel guilty myself la
as a second logistic IC .. i should hav taken down how many rifles we had taken out of npcc room

zuliana was blamin herself for implicatin us
lemme tell u , zul
if ur not doin ur job well and u feel that u deserved to be punished, then wat am i seen as? im not helpin u at all!
firstly , i do not do my jon well as a second IC.
secondly , u hav been doin all the hard work of everytink! re-settin the rules .. takin down the rifles and etc.
wat the hell hav i been doin? i feel ashamed to tell u the truth.

baoshuang is another one blamin herself ...
cheer up la
even if its ur fault ... its over.
nobody is blamin you

dun apologise. dun feel sad.
wat good is it goin to help us if all of us are blamin ourselves ... well .. mayb some arent .. but hu cares??!?

in a moment of crisis/problem/event/situation like tis, all the more must we stay united and faced tis together!
not only then can we be bonded closer but we can also get to know each other more!
we cant lose our heads .. havin tantrums and wateva stuffs.
stay united. keep faith. hav confidence




ok .. the above pic is obviously me havin different kinds of features ..
noted how different each pic hav.
basically im tryin to say is dun fret over useless stuffs. wat happened has already happened. dun harped on it. look forward. be cheerful and only then can we achieve happiness for ourselves and for the others.

aww man .. i nvr knew that i would actually care so much for my squadmates but i guess i really liked them alot cos we had been through so many times together within the 3 yrs time.


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next .. we go causeway la ..
with bs and yongjian and wardah
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ok .. im not in my right mind now ...
im goin a bit gaga and i dun even know why =]
here are some pictures of photos taken yesterdae and todae =]
it may take some time to load so pls be patient guys.

Friday, August 15, 2008

seriously .. my life had nvr been so tedious b4 u noe!
tis week was fully booked!

tuesdae
8.30 to 1.30pm. school time.
2.45 to 4.45pm. leonis space station game - hosted by the MOE.
4.45 to 6.30pm. drills session.

wednesdae
7.45 to 1.30pm. school time.
2.45 to 4.45pm. buzan mind-mappin. waste of precious time >_<
4.45 to 6.30pm. drills session.

Thurdaes
7.45 to 1.30pm. school time.
1.30 to 6.30pm. asian civilisation museum trip. for sec 1 and sec 2

im dead cos i skip chinese and chemistry na dgod noes wat else!
teacher will be so angry

common tests for tis and next week - held after school
wednesdae : english - half completed. continus tmr.
thursdae : social studies - why did tis subject existed?
next mondae : chinese
next tuesdae : a.math
next thursdae : geography and pure physics

shall not upload pics .. too busy

then tis fridae gt SGT second

class drill badge test!!!!

those who failed , will dropped to CPL


wished me luck .. cos i gonna ned it =)

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

ok .. only 8 pathetic ppl come
meet at causeway at 1pm
i late [ 5 mins ]
cos my clock spoiled
me , lingmin , saba , wardah , jieling , daphne , weiyee , yimin
alex oso gt come .. but go home liao

plus 3 more in the later part - 4 plus then they come - very early hoh?

ok .. we feelin a bit bored and crazy
so we took pic again


jie ling .. yimin and daphne




jie ling and yi min




ling min , saba and wardah




take a grp photo .. but without me of course >_<




side view of jie ling ...




the four of us




daphne cheerful look?




erm .. horrible yeah?



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at asian civilisation museum
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ok .. thats all ofr todae .. im very very tired now

Sunday, August 10, 2008

u guys march better

than the red-cross and

other uniform groups!

woohoo ... but sadly that david [ sec 2 ] drills isnt quite up to standard ...
when u guys first march in .. its very horrible
the arm-swing not 90 and 45
all jumble up la
not good
kekanan lurus rite .. the third rank slanted one


red-cross banging was loud and arm-swing was fabulous
but when they march past .. arm-swing was so ugly

ncc march in was wow .. better than u guys loh
but they not 90 degree

ncdcc was very chio la
but then when they rusok .. banging wasnt so good
their march past was also good u noe but some ppl juz wheel round the corner .. makin the whole contigent looks bad

all i could sae was well done everyone =D
and hoh .. saba sae "being a CC was very easy"
wah show off sia ..
but u did a good job la =]


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last week NE festival 2008
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we very chio right?








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yesterdae photo
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took MRT go the asian civilisation museum
more than 1hr to reach there
so took so photo loh ..








then reached the raffles place and take photo
i dunnoe why i look so dejected




walk for some time
we jay walk
nothin happens






clock tower of sometink ...




so-called pretty girls - all very rough one
especially the one with her face facin me - most left
tomboy la .. but that's the jie ling i love =]







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inside the museum ...
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the place that me and ling min are suppose to present is in the dark
so the pics may not be very clear
wun describe it le

batik cloth




bridal jewelry .. gold and silver




malay tobacco .. brooch etc
made in singapore ok!
in the late 19th century ..




the four treasures from mariatte collection
from java or sumatra one la

Friday, August 08, 2008

ok bloody hell ...
i kenna kicked out b'cos of having going this year NPDP
short. simple. easy to understand.

dignity. ego. feelings. pride. and wateva la

GONE

lemme tell u seriously
no sec 1 or sec 2 respect me
its true u noe
sec 1 - very cute. slack drills. no manners.
sec 2 - dun like their face. no respect. all slackers.
sec 4 - hav sometink to disclose but .. blog too inconvenient.

im feeling very unfair right now
why?
cos some sec 3 also go that NDD and can still participate in the NDP
so i assume that my drills are horrible and ppl dun like me
most probably
am i goin to complaint?
nah .. too troublesome - put it in my blog better

mdm tell me to bring my full u on fridae in case some of the sec 2 and 3 late.
am i goin to heed wat she sae?
of course not!
im not goin to do all those tinks and bring the full u.
im bein disobedient .. so wat? u tink i care?
i spent the last few daes trainin etc ..

wat did i get?

kenna kick out by

mdm in front of

sec 2 and sec 3

shiok? happy? no ned to ask.


wastin my precious time on the stupid trainin
and furthermore , i lose sleep and gt headache

and

the sec 3 thats kenna kick out are me and sholihin. only.



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7/08/2008
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haha .. i finally know the truth
bao shuang tells me that wei yee tells her that my henda kaki is weird
so that is why i kenna kicked out

my henda kaki is weird

they discussed within themselves : zijing , grace , mdm , wei yee , saba
i oso rmb that i stand *ahem* in between ting ting and zi han
so mayb ... u noe

i really felt so heart-broken u noe .. nvr in my life am i so humilated!
ah nvm nvm ... dun wan tok bout tis idiotic parade le


i tok bout the asian civilisation musemn trip
pretty ok ba.
i gt sneaked some photos out .. even though im not suppose to ...
its ok wan la =P

post tmr ...

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

yes yes .. im back to blogskins.com
how could i not be back when i love skinning and blogging and designing lots?
and yep .. i used back my old acc [ sweet-melodix ]

try to prove to others that i had improved a lot durin the time i was in my other acc kriss.k.
and i didnt failed myself
i return and braced myself for harsh comments.
someone actually praise me!!!
did u noe how long i yearn for that to happen?

show u the preview of the skin



download : my orange fantasy
preview : click here

some of the blogskinners comments





aww man .. im so happie =]





& b4 i forgt sometink important ...

Happie Birthdae to wardah..dah

donkey!!!!!!

Sunday, August 03, 2008

tis isnt my first time doin a poem
not great ..i noe
i gt submit tis poem in the www.poems-and-quotes.com
so dun eva tink of rippin
but i dun tink u guys will .. cos my poem suxs

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Singapore - a garden city - negative
by Yan yan

In the heart of Singapore
stood a grand merlion with pride
It's fiery eyes shone brightly
allowing it to see at night

Tourists from a far
heard of the glamorous thing
and thus they flocked to here
hoping to catch a glimpse of it
but alas!
What you hear isn't what you see

The merlion had several cracks
on its white stone body
its mouth had stop spouting water
as the pipe was not working

The once beautiful scene was disrupted
and in its place now stood
a battered and worn unless piece of stone

Saturday, August 02, 2008

ok .. yesterdae do drills
preparin for the NDP - school one
not bad

zu yao saes that on 15 august - there's a rifle drills test
pass the test , remain as SGT ;
fail the test , demote to CPL ;
we were all so shocked
cos we thought we already SGT mah
then he saes its one of the criteria for SGT
we only completed half of it
so the rifle drills is the other half.

so my whole week is booked fully
trainin NDP , rifle drill , mind-mappin program etc
very very busy

then go home
saw Mr Chan yew wooi , our school principal
me and wardah tok to him
i tell u
daniel chong , our phy 'cher , is so gonna get it on mondae
cos wardah complained to mr chan
she sae he always wanted us to bring txtbk , tys and wkbk then dun wan use it
and that she prefer Mr Foo , trainee teacher
i keep quiet la

i tell him ms tan wah sing , maths 'cher , very serious
nvr joked with us
but she's a good teacher

i oso tell hime that ms leina tan , previously our chem 'cher for 1 month
was very good.
when she teach us , we can understand wat she's tokin

then wardah sae ms sarah leong , been teachin us chem since the start of the yr
was a horrible teacher
we dun understand wat she's tokin



thats all la
bye

Saturday, August 02, 2008

nothin could describe my feelins now
lemme tell u , im NOT in the wrong
i hav tolerate u guys for so long
i joked , laughs and went gaga with u lots
but tis is one time too many

everyone has a temper
and mine's extreme bad-tempered one
u dun really wished to get into the wrong side of me
but i supposed chong keat ying doesnt care
so shoots her mouth off at anytink that she dislikes
and put her butt into stuffs that hav no link with her
in short , a busybody

i dun really wished to put it until so badly la
cos i wan face wan mah .. even if she doesnt

then there's another one
called daphne cheng hui ru aka aloe vera
sweet name? funny?
u guys are so disgustin

they ganged up and called me potato
its ok u noe .. i dun mind havin some nickname
but
they hav overdone it if they keep on *ahem* .. *clears my throat*
pull my hairband from my hair and refused to giv it back to me
u guys may tink that its ok la
sadly , i dun tink so
u try to imagine urself havin no rubber bands and tis isnt the first time
u may also tink that its ok - cos i hav gotten used to it , then ur wrong

ahh .. there's another one
ang ling min
good friend of mine
but always side if the crazy aloe vera and the busybody keat ying

tis is the type of friends i had
so naturally .. i dub it the sour life of mine


here's some poems that depicts my feelins
words in bold hav strong meanins in it
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Friends Don't Always Last
by Ashley Baron
I try to be nice, but you just laugh.
I'm not fitting in anymore, what can I do?
You don't realize, but it's starting to hurt.
When everything's just right, it always turns to dirt.

Help me, what am I doing wrong?
I don't understand, I'm there when your not strong.
I try to be happy most of the time, but it's getting harder now,
knowing your friendship isn't mine.

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the bitter tink is that todae is ms lai last dae at evg sec
i rmb her tellin me that she will be leavin for sarawak for 3 to 4 yrs
how i gonna miss her!
she's a great teacher and im really grateful for her
she make me fall in love with maths

the followin is the conversation between me and her - words in bold is her :

how are u copin with ur school work?
fine loh , the teachers are horrible and there's lots of homework
its like that when u're in sec 3 , its the most important yr in secondary school life
why are u leavin us?
im goin to go to sarawak for 3 to 4 yr cos my husband had business over there
will u come back to evergreen and teach?
i dun tink so , even if im comin back to singapore , im not goin to teach. anyways , u guys would hav finish ur secondary school life by then
must we drop pure science if we keep on failin chemistry?
yes so thats why u must work hard!
but lots of ppl in our class fail chemistry and only 4 ppl pass the chemistry for mid-yr and i dunnoe wat ms leong is tokin about!
the subject is tough , but u urself must work hard. if u dun understand anytink , u must clarify with the teacher. if not , how is she goin to help u?

bus reached inter-change

bye ms lai!
goodbye , yan yan

....

that's how our conversaton end.
sad. we tok mostly bout school related stuffs.

Thursday, July 31, 2008

ah hah!
i gt lots of photo again =]
not really in the mood to type ..
helpin out has drained me of my energy ^_^

after school [ sequence of events ]
go home econ's room
slacked around
tok to road marshals
they all order MACs to eat .. dirty man
helped teacher looked for shi qiang and xue er - giv them their food
take pics here and then
Ms Tan Wah Sing actually let me take a pic of her!
i was like .. really?
so kind sia
i kinda gt a motive wan la =]
i wanna show my mother how my maths teacher looks like
cos she dun believe me wat =.=

changed into school uniform
wear blazers and prefect tie - so hot loh!

all trooped to the canteen
had no time to get ready then ppl come down le
anyhow served them

me , nazrul , ling min and yi ru tend the indian stall
so sian loh
nobody wan to eat those indian food
saw afini - try to get her to eat - dun wan - run away =.=
saw chairman [ zhi hong ] , timo and jun ian - dun wan eat - go away ...
asked VIPs eat .. "no thanxs , we are full"

my legs dunnoe why achin liao
then blah blah blah
mdm saw npcc can go first so off i go!


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pics below [ dun ask questions ]


ms Tan Wah Sing




road marshals




remains of the macdonalds




farishah and yi min - wah .. eat til like that ..




bao shuang and yi ru




meant to take pic of his head wan [ sholihin ]




the "first class waitress" [ us ]




home econ's room




the indian stall




indian food [ looks presentable but no one wans to eat ]




look of the canteen [ girl xtra ]




parade square is so messy ...




late now la .. bye

Wednesday, July 30, 2008

ok .. another new post
world is changin every second yet
my elementary and additional mathematics teacher doesnt seems the case
i have nvr ever seen her smile brightly b4
she looks most disagreeable
everyday scold us
every giv us homework .. rushin us to finish the chp
so tired loh

hahas .. so i draw her out on my drawin paper and took the img
not really nice as i dun get a chance to take a photo of her
might try though .. near end of year

p.s. img size is very big and took a long time to view
so relax and enjoy .. img NOT animated




img drawn by one of my classmates [ below ]
see? im not kiddin
tis is how she looks like
my mum was shocked though
huh? .. ur 'cher looks like a boy
i was like naturally
my mum actually thought im pullin her leg



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my "family drawin"
drawn that for fun ..




the avatar that i make



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roses .. last year art homework
my actual wan was kenna taken away from me by ms pushpa
and was gone since ..
so took an effort to re-draw tis one



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draw tis months ago durin one of the chemistry lesson - double
quite nice rite?
i named it the "weird flower"

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

alrite .. nothin much
but i gt pictures .. not one .. but many
ppl sae "pictures speak a thousand word"
is it really? shall see.

bout the chem lesson first k?
my partner was sabariah

we'r doin crystalisation of the following :
word equation : sulphuric acid + copper oxide -> copper sulphate + water + hydrogen gas


front view [ below ]



top view [ below ] - filterin the blue water




top view [ below ] - filterin halfway through




top view of the colour of water from keat ying's grp




top view [ below ] - filterin finish , leftover are crytals




side view of filter paper with crystals [ below ]




dry copper sulpahte crystals - below - light blue




dry copper sulphate crystals from farishah and daphne grp - dark blue




u noe wat ms leong tell me?
i also dunnoe how it would become like that
mayb u heat the solution too much - the flame too big
she's a teacher so how could she dunnoe or tink?


our final product [ below ]




a sneak peek of my maths teacher ...
hahas , look 99.99999999% like the real ms tan wah sing




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take photo durin recess
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front view of the classroom




busy gatherin ..




wardah lookin into the camera when she said she's goin to ignore me ..
looked at those shifty eyes of hers .. hahas =]




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after school , go 883 with lingmin
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then we start takin photos of each other ..


side view [ below ] - ling min




aiyah! manage to let her take a screnshot of me =.=




ling min's serious face ..




her crazy look ... [ funny .. hahas =D ]




she angry le .. go home




i dun tink she's really angry
she keepin sayin that i ruin her ;
damage her quiet and obedient look that she had on others
i was stll laughin whenever i saw that look of hers =D

eh .. ling min .. dun be angry le la

Friday, July 25, 2008

ok .. i noe its pathetic
juz pass a chem test .. so wats the big deal?
the big deal .. however .. was that after 3-5 months of failin my stupid chemistry , i finally get to pass one class test .. its an improvement u noe


show u prove [ below ]




sad tink was
ms Tan the teacher that taught us chemistry
was not teachin us
but
ms leong is .. she came back todae

u cant believe how sad our class was when we heard she's not teachin us
so we'r backed to square one
hoped i dun keep failin

able to pass a class test means that i still hav hope of not droppin chemistry

wish me lots of luck - i gonna need it

Thursday, July 24, 2008

i giv up

no kiddin ; tis is my first time givin up on chinese project work
wah lao .. when we present todae
i was already half-dead to tell u the truth
then the so-call "audience" didnt help one ounce

they kept on talkin and talkin
some of them sleepin =.=

then my partner ; lim shi ying from 3e5
dunnoe wat the hell is wrong with her
ask her to speak louder , she continue in her tiny mouse squeak

who can hear her? - the chinese teacher [ yellow plum - 黄梅 ] cant

she sae “ 哦， 你们已经开始了阿 ，我还以为电脑坏了，你们不能用 ”
the moment i heard her said that .. *i kept on shakin my head*
*sighin .. cursin my luck for pairin up with that girl*

u noe wat she did next?
stand beside my partner cos she cant heard a single tink!!!!

i nvr felt so dejected in my whole life b4 u noe

bloody hell .. even worse
jass .. danson and one more idiot la ; they kept on talkin
makin the yellow plum angry
as a result , she nvr heard one single tink that i said

i was already fuming ; u wan listen then listen la
dun wan then u get out of the class
it seems like the whole class dun understand a single tink
me too - dun noe wat im tokin

pictures of the slides


















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pails problem now
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we charity bazaar use pails from npcc room mah
then after that
farishah sukor saes that yanyan , go collect the pails
then i was like ok .. but why must i be the only one to collect it?
why cant u help?
she saes cos u're the logistic I/C

.......

then todae , i then realised that some of the pails are gone
seriously , there's no mistakin it
the white and that blue pails gone

durin recess , i ask farishah again
she saes how would i noe? u're the logistic I/C wat

then wardah bte zainalabidin saes u dun care the pails .. leave it
sabariah sapuwan saes u go tell sir la .. at most the 2 of u kenna scolded

did u guys really noe one tink?
if joanna madam ever find out bout that stupid pails
who's goin to get it from her?
me
why?
cos im the one who open the npcc room and let my class take the pails
and
farishah wun get scolded
why?
cos i give her permission to take pails from npcc room


all in all . who's dead? me


i still rmb wat kee kwoon sir saes to us
npcc room belongs to everybody not logistic I/Cs only
u guys play a part in it
u guys are given the responsibility to take good care of the room
do not always said that .. orh , thats the job of logistic I/Cs .. etc etc

u cant tell how grateful i am to sir ; he actually speaks for us u noe
he oso knows that watever stuffs u guys need - u will always refers to logistc ppl

yes .. u may tink that the logistic post is very small and lowly
but without the logistic ppl .. would u guys be able to make every week trainin a success?

let me tell u
zuliana and i oso tinks

that we are being maids to u guys

tis is wat we see ;
u took us for granted
anytink that needs carryin .. packin etc
u guys will always push it to us
dun ever try to deny that cos thats the truth

we kept tis to ourselves cos we dun wan trouble
but after that pail thingy
i realise that i simply must let all the unhappiness inside me out
either i told ppl or type it in my blog


enough said. dun care hu the hell read it. not my problem.

Monday, July 21, 2008

todae was so fun!!!
i tink the whole charity bazaar thingy was really smooth
ok .. there may be some problems with the blender
but hey!
we did a good job k!
no .. it should not be good
it should be ... fantastic! fabulous! well done!
hahas .. i guess i could not stop praisin my class =]

i nvr guess that i would sae that sentence
but
todae , 3 respect was more than AWESOME ... we ROCKS!!!
still .. the feelins which i had for 2 achieve 2007 will nvr change

well , let's start tink from yesterdae then
shall we?

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alrite , we skipped physics remedial - only 30 mins
so no harm done =]
we go sheng shiong supermarket
buy all those ice blendin stuffs
altogether bout $50 plus
the stupid nips that theresa they all bought cost $43

then reached school and we divided the work among ourselves
firstly , go np room and took out some bucket
then some filled the water bomb

farishah put me in-charge of that banner
the way my classmates draw "3 respect" was so difficult to colour
nearly went bonkers halfway cos i haven eaten from mornin til then ( 4.35pm )

but luckily , yi yong , ronnie , shu yan , ling min , syafikah and sarah helped out
managed to have it done by 5.45pm and then finally can eat maggie!!!!



a glimpse of our banner =] ( above )

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then we play water bombs a bit
sarah very bad
ask me to accompany her to re-fill bucket then took tis chance to wet me!
opps .. not purposely wan ( sarah smillin sweetly at me )
then re-fill already
opps .. srry -> tis time she spilled water on my right shoulder =.=

then saw farishah bathin her "beautiful and sexy legs" so took tis chance to wet her
wah , when i poured water , she looked as if she was goin to burst!
hahas ..


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backed to todae
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then halfway through chem lesson gt fire drill
sian wan la
sit at the field for bout 15-30 mins
then me and saba changed to class tee and helped at the stall loh

then mr taufik , miss leong , ms pricillia teng and mr sharil
come and pre-order the nips u noe!
then while the rest of us are wearin ourselves out
there must be some ppl who choose to take a rest .. namely theresa , yu hui and yi ru
eh , come on la , how hard was it to go around and ask ppl to buy nips?
im shoutin myself hoarse and there u are slackin!
we're so busy until we cant take a rest leh

then when im askin why they restin ..
they sae we'r very tired and we haven eat from mornin til now
oi .. u guys nvr eat breakfast then we gt is it?

fine .. i ignore them

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skip skip
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countin $$$ , i tink we did better than 3 achieve
im not bluffin
they earn more than $500 plus
but i tink we can beat them!!!

i also gt order those nips - one for myself and other for my cousin
its quite pretty la .. but seriously , its a waste of $$$
for charity mah .. so nvm loh

then while clearin up , i realise that not all boys can do housework
zhi hong was moppin the floor then steppin on the area that he had mop clean to mop other side of the area ..
wats the use of moppin if ya goin to keep steppin on it?

ms gan saes that our stall was the most dirtest
cant helped it lah cos we sell drink mah

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water game begins!!
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haha .. we filled up the buckets and all and begin pourin on each other
quite messy la
ms gan also kenna

some of pictures taken by me

birthdae girl ( below )



ms gan tokin to students - wet ( below )



ms gan lookin straight in the phone camera - wet




charmaine xtra la =.=




that's all =]



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service dae 2008
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finally , after 2 yrs of followin seniors door by door to knock on the neighbour doors , a gt a chance to hav sec 1 and sec 2 and be leaders to them =]
but i unlucky loh
my grp all sec 1 and yes , my lovely zuliana also joined my grp!

Friday, July 18, 2008

ok .. the first few hours is so bad loh
zuliana friends come npcc le - shameera & amirah
dunoe spell correctly their name a not la .. hu cares

they decided to come to the logistic group mah
but then hoh
they keep on talkin malay and pretend that im invisible loh
tolarate them long enough le

everything malay .. even gt chinese ppl there they also heck care .. huang huang .. zhi hao etc
then u will feel like ur a sore thumb

no wonder sabariah dun like ting ting they all speak chinese when she was there
i finally noe how she felt

then when the two of them there i also dunnoe how to help
i wan to help colour the white board
but shameera wans to do it too ; so who gets the job?
no ned me to tell

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then i finally cant stand it
i go join the boys and play captain ball
fun man!

my group : hong bin , jian yang , yi min , fidar and yong hong
other group : iskanda , jie ling , du yi , alex and zhi hao

duyi was the wan that neds to take the ball mah
then jie ling use too much force .. so the ball fly over his head
then yong hong saes u dun know he not so tall meh? how can u throw so high?
we were there laughin =]

yong hong saes to amin eh , u look like a monkey!
i was like wah .. its gettin so much funnier


then the boys play rough wan loh
they anyhow grab the person holdin the ball
then suddenly yong hong caught the ball
but dunnoe how .. alex slapped at it
and yong hong drop it

then jie ling saes isnt he a crab? crab should hav the 2 pincers to grab the ball tightly wan mah ... how come the ball dropped so easily?

hahas .. i was there laughin

then jie ling saes do not try to snatch the ball away if i caught it , if not i smacked u!
like im afraid like that


but very fun la ^_^





happy birthdae to fairylin!!!! =]

Monday, July 14, 2008

newest skin ..
a simple orangey-red skin
nothin much
doin homework now ..

Sunday, July 13, 2008

todae , not pissed off but very pissed off
not angry but feelin very irritatin
and its definitely not my first time angry

ahh well , let's tink
todae at english lesson
erm , ppl are tokin behind my back - 3 altogether ; 2 of which are very enthu
3 of them are really tokin behind my back u noe .. not those that is secretly wan but in the crowd , talkin quite loudly in class and even worse , within the earshot of mine



highlighted square are 3 of those ppl who gossip behind my back
we are sittin in the front row
the colour of the squares are accordin to wat colour they like or wat they are similar to

to put it way that there are 2 malays and one chinese
yea .. they are speakin malay and english mixed la
so hard to find out if they are really speakin bout me
but i caught snatches of their "conversation"
and then heard my name

they power la ; but i shall withhold their names - leave it for nxt time if they truly speak behind my back again , in goin to blurt out their secrets! .. i nvr joked around with such things .. try me and u will regret it



ahh yes , there's another incident
lovely la , the two of those ppl who took my pencil case




they juz simply love to joke with me u noe
i "love them a lot" - why?
cos u imagine urself without a pencil case for 45 minutes durin physic lesson
and when teacher wanted us to do correction on the workbook and realise that u only hav a blue pen with u , wat would u do?

1) screamed ur head off?
2) confront those 2 childish kids?
3) tell teacher bout it?
4) or keep a cool head?

naturally i take the fourth option
and had to let ling min lend me a mechanical pencil
pathetic isnt it?
so for the remainin time , i had to endure ..

meanwhile , they did returned me my pencil case however , they took out most of my stuffs! .. leavin only a marker and thermometer - tell u sometink , u might as well not return it to me loh

so i still did not hav a green pen



while its math lesson , ms tan told us that " pls finish ur last sentence to ur friend so we may begin the lesson "
i couldnt stand any longer
juz a reminder , my tone is still friendly but serious now
they finaly return my calculator , mechanical pencils etc
but they didnt returned me my correction tape and eraser!!!
how the hell am i goin to do my test if u take those tinks?
by the way , we ned to take 2 math tests shortly after

but it seems to me that those 2 idiots arent goin to giv it backed to me durin that double a.maths lesson!

let me cool down first .. *sigh* .. *takin deep breath*

so of course i had to take tests without that la
and the 2 of them didnt think that it was so serious .. do u??!?

i do workin wrongly and had to strike it out rather than usin correction tape
its so untidy k
reminder : i like my work to be neat

i settled it already .. lets skip tis part
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i took tis oppurtunity to ask them
where is my eraser and correction tape?
daphne replied : ohh .. there's so little left so we used finish liao
imagine that!
here i am tryin to recover my lost items and instead , let those gits used finished
do they asked my permission b4 usin it? NO!!!!

they thought that we are friends for so long and heck care already is it?
no way man
the lest they could do was asked me
its courtesy and common respect between each other
no askin ; dun used it
simple as that but it seems that they dun noe

i simply must sae out their names la cos i keep on givin them chance yet they dun appreciated it




know the reason why i bold and underline that sentence?
to let ppl know that its very important
same as those ppl hu talk behind my back , wan to gossip can la
but b'cos of the respect and courtesy for that 3 person that that stop me from leakin out some of their secrets ... er - one of them i dunnoe the secrets



hoped they learned their lesson and cherish the friendship between us
friendship are hard to come by

Thursday, July 10, 2008

not bad la
wat can i sae? - im lucky?
mayb .. cos i 4gt to bring my thermometer and teacher nvr sae they wan to check

nothin special until the health check time
there gt a very very big bee
it flew below my leg leh!
then when the bee bang into the walls or curtains
it make a very loud buzzin noise - eeekkks

then at english lesson , charmaine tell others that i like zuyao

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eh , come on la , if u guys tink that ur tauntin can hurt me , u guys tink too lowly of me , logistics ppl are made of tougher stuffs k!

juz a word of reminder though , watch wat u sae in class or in np , u can joke with me about who i like watever but hope u noe when to stop

btw , i dun like zu yao or any boys in npcc or in my class wan la , if ya truly my friend , u will believe me wan loh

but if u dun , then all i could sae was - u dun noe me well enough and isnt worthy to be my friends

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when yonghong and hongbin heard that i like zuyao - watever , they looked like they were given a big bag of candies by tyrus chua sir and were simply elated as though they had earned a very good deal hahas .. =]

thats very bad of me but its they truth ^_^




bye la - off to play runescape liao

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

very borin la
play rs from mornin til juz now
then decide to beautify my blog a bit
so i create the imgs and all loh
definitely brush-spam ; hu cares?

overall not bad =]
hmm .. the alignment of the img may not be straight
but hey , at least i tried ok

the img is a little animated .. thought like that would make the img look nicer

homework still haven do finish
then tmr dunnoe 2 maths test ; wth
its ok

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then yesterdae i playin rs rite?
i was at karmaja mah
then i was fishin lobby when
a lvl 121 evil chicken attacked me!
my life was like left only 30 plus ; total - 65 life
some encourage me to kill it u noe
others sae flip run! if not u die

one guy told the others
let's bet the outcome of the fight!
more ppl choose that i will die rather than win it!
i also scared cos i hav no food on me

then after a while i killed that damn tink!
one particular guy saes awww man , u kill my brother!
he's wearin a chicken suit
i tink if u killed the evil chicken u gt a suit la

i was laughin!
hu he kiddin???

but nvm , its juz a game =]
better do homwork now
bye

Monday, July 07, 2008

yea .. as the title suggest , my congrats to aminuddin
for be comin the prefects exco or exco prefects - watever
proud to tell u that he is also npcc assistant OIC and
previously a student of 2 achieve'07 too =]
at least 2 achieve gt one ppl who represent us ^_^

and also
ms lai leavin end of july 2008
i sure gonna miss her =(
she's leavin singapore 2 - 4 yrs ...

but nevertheless
the spirit of 2 achieve '07 shall remains in our heart
may ms lai return to singapore earlier ..


aiyoh .. todae lots of ppl cry
dunnoe why u noe
so all like no mood like that
and the meetin between the CLS and non-CLS is so borin
the fact that they dun wan to come is true
why force them?

then tmr CLS meetin hoh ..
haiz , sure very dangerus wan
u will kenna shoot like hell

and lastly
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happy birthdae to nicole lu en en
hahas ..

Friday, July 04, 2008

alrite , i hav been play rs close to 2 years now
put it nicely , i hav been takin a break here and now
put it bluntly , i am half quitin .. half playin

til todae , i dunnoe how much i hav progress
so tis post is like my report book .. keepin track of tinks

alrite .. my stats
not really nice isnt it? att , str and def lvl too low .. go wildy sure die wan
the only tink i like is my cookin =]
proudest moment of my life cos i dun actually cook in real life and i manage to get quite high in that area ... * happy *

then dunnoe wat happen , all my friends quit rs liao .. my some of my cousins
sae rs is like shit .. i agree now

they changed the whole website like dunnoe wat loh ..
we cant TYPE .. can only used the OPTIONS given
no wonder when i play todae .. all so quiet

then i tink jagex also increase the lesser demon stats cos i end p almost gettin killed!!!
how can that be when i hav been killin lesser for also half of my rs life???




hahas .. its my character wearin the peasant clothins .. nice?
dun tink so .. i gt the full collection of it


then now its me wearin the mime clothes - but i left out the hat as i haven gotten it .. ned to wait ..


the princess gown .. not really fabulous .. the 3D img


my charater in camoe or camo clothes .. its kinda like the ncc or army clothin .. lol


me in my zombie suit .. urggh .. so UGLY ..


me in my full rune .. left out the 2h and axe .. but nvm .. who the hell is gonna saw it? .. NONE =]


that's me in my "normal" runescape clothings .. i tink my hair kinda suxs .. will find some dae and re-do my hair style .. =]

yes .. i also ned to earn more $$$$$
i only gt bout 219k
i lvl 79 now .. then only gt so little $$$$$
very embarrass wan ..
i overheard one guy tellin his friend that he gt 330k in his bank!!!
& his lvl only 30 plus 0.o

i tink he must hav a main acc wan
if not
very normal ppl like me cant earn so much



lastly , that's the amount of runes i hav collected through my 2 years in the game ... nature , death , cosmic and chaos runes ... very precious ok!!!


buh bye ...

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

wah .. im not kiddin
first time i actually understand wat the teacher is teachin bout
chemistry lesson i mean

previously taught by miss sarah leong
dun understand half of wat she's tokin ;
but she's a pretty ok teacher if she will elaborate more on the topics she's goin through
sad that in mid-yr : 38 failures ; 4 passes

todae lesson by ms tan ; traineer or permanent one [ dunnoe which ]
i really understand the lesson and enjoyed it
break the record ; she will

nothin much more but i really hate todae's school life
b'cos of some of my lovely female classmates - dun really wan to put down their name here

& i create more icons!!!!
aim to hav 200 icons in my blog by the end of the yr

Monday, June 30, 2008

wah ...
tis week we ned to change our seatin arragement mah
thought i really ned to be separated by my "family" - jasmine, wardah and saba
u know wat???
in the end the four of us nvr change seats loh!!!! * wiped my sweat *

and
our chairman changed again .. its zhi hong
boon ping sae that cca too busy le ... cant cope

lemme tell u who nvr gt to change their seats - me , wardah , jasmine , saba , sheree , ling min , syafikah , amin , zhi hong and atiqah - i tink.


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then npcc training now ...
i changed into half-u ...
then all those that ned to come dun wan to come 4EVA
altogether only gt 5 ppl .. like that how do rifle drills?
jieling saes that kee kwoon sir gt come

when he come , zuliana saes that he a bit disappointed cos no drills mah

we quickly changed back into PT kit
then dunnoe wat happen
nicole , daphne , jie ling and ZULIANA suddenly went a bit .. ahem .. crazy

jieling take one of my shoes and hid it
i was like ... wat the ...
my eyes must be a bit sort
they sae they throw my shoe into the rifle there
eh .. there very high leh ..
was on earth was i going to get it?

then i asked the sec 2 ah-qil - dunnoe how to spell his name
where is my shoe?? .. u better tell me the truth if not i punished u
wah lao eh .. he sae inside np room!!!!!!
he lied to me!!!!!!
i go ind also dun hav loh =x

in the end its outside .....

zuliana saes to jieling - throw her shoe over the fence .. into the field
i was .. huh??!?
since when she become so bad ? .. must be under the spell of the witch < jie ling >
throw it over the fence and how was i gonna get it?

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then after a while
all of us are back in the np room
then we take out the batons .. thought the sec 2 ned it
but in fact , they dun
so we kept it
then nicole sae to zuliana
" eh .. yanyan drop 2 batons "
then zuliana was like " really arh? .. eh u drop 40 pumpings!!!! "
im so shocked .. how can she ganged up with them??!? ..
but all of us are joking wan la =]

me and zuliana tell nicole and daphne to stay there for a while
so we took tis chance to see the sec 1
hahas ... then we teach the sec 1 drills
some of their drills really ...

we had some fun la

wah .. saba very fierce leh
scold them u noe

at 5 o'clock sharp , we fall in in the parade square
ahhhhh .. so malu
i accidentally step on amin shoe * blushing *
then mr taufik sae that next month gt master parade
so everyone must wear full U

when we hav break hoh
my leg was so so sour!!!!!!
wah .. its painful too
then after that
we hav PT ... led by jie ling

when we are goin to bersu rai rite?
jay sir sae - " i choose "
so neither zu yao nor yong hong is choosen
but ME
can u believe that???!?
i sae to myself - shit! why must i be so unlucky? first parade and its me
so when i come out
a chorus of my name ohhhhhhhhhh .. yanyan is being sang out
wah .. i know im pretty famous la ... but u guys dun ned to admire me so much until u must call out my name wan rite?

im shakin cos its my first time takin 3 squads - bout 60 plus ppl
the only squad i ever taken was when im takin SGT promotion test
and it only comprises of less than 9 ppl
eh .. there's such a big difference loh!!!!

scary la .. so i half smiling .. half serious and finish the whole tink!!!!!
thats so cool
if one person do wrongly .. u gt the permission to ask them to re-do wan
so fun leh
ling min saes that my voice suddenly sound so old ... hahas
but other then that i tink i did a pretty good job =]

so three cheers for me!!!!
hip hip hooray!!!

bye!

Saturday, June 28, 2008

todae is my first time bein elected as a vice chairman of 3 respect
surprise? definitely.
angry? of course.
happy? quite.
scared? naturally.

im surprised was b'cos someone would choose me as vice chairman
angry b'cos partly i dun wan to be vice chairman
happy b'cos i am a vice chairman
and scared b'cos im afraid im not up to the task

u may be wonderin - able to be a vice chairman is already very good .. wat are u up to? havin a temper b'cos ur choosen as class vice chairman?

they sae boon ping gt 20 votes ; me gt 11 votes
then the rest very little

i nvr realise that the class commitee will change wan
i thought its always firdiyanah and ronnie

then the seating arrangment also ned to change
i dun wan at all!!!!!
hmm .. maybe i can asked boon ping can dun change my seat, wardah, saba and jasmine wan a not....

arh well ... nothin more
bye guys.

Monday, June 23, 2008

honestly , the movie " national treasure "
is really wonderful

im currently in search of another fabulous productions by the walt disney

bye*

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

a camp organise by the 7th batch NCOs / CLs
26 CLS altogether but only 24 were available
from 26/5/2008 to 28/05/2008
3 dae 2 nights

my position in the camp was assistant logistics IC - to bring cadets to their bunks ... get ready the stuff needed for the next programmes and most importantly, stay at command post
u could also said that im helping out in physical training and in food
and me and zuliana learn how to cooked milo

big achievements there .... >_<"


DAY 1
we agreed to meet at skool at 8.30
but ting ting was LATE
she come at 9 plus or 10 plus

go buy lots of stuffs for the camp
los of $$$$ used
the food itself cost bout $400 +
& the first aid stuffs bout $50 + above

half-way through, it was raining
so the whole lot of us were running, shouting etc

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skip ... damn boring
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the starting of the camp was 1.30
i nearly screw it up
cos the grp I/Cs arent listening to wat i hav said when i brief them bout wat they gonna do for admin
it was all a mess

* instructions not cleared
* campers a bit too noisy
* meeting area too squeesy at first

i didnt handle really well thats why it cut into the physical training and everytink was pushed back
so so embarrass .... =(

afterwards, i helped out in physical training ... its ok la
i mean .. they juz run around the school 2 times
and like that loh

for games and all sorts , im at the command post sitting there without anythink to do
eh .. no .. no .. i helped filled up the water bombs ya

only for dinner did i ... once again helped out
and its a
MESS
i felt so horribly terrible
its the same mistakes as admin
zuliana and me was like shit ... wat a failure
perhaps thats me thinking only

then they ned to wash the mass tin and sorts rite?
i nvr tell them to throw away the maggie and the other food they eat into the recycle bags , then the sink choke
and maggie and its content spilled to the ground
imagine that u noe!!!!
at night leh ...

then 3 helpers came ...
they helped picked up the maggie
and u noe wat sec 2 sabrina sae to the other 2 helpers?
aiyah .. dun ned cleaned up until so tidy wan la ... tmr will also be the same as todae

when i heard that .. i was .. give up


zuliana looked so so sad
juz b'cos of me
thats why im guilty

well .. at night a bit fun la
cos we chat with the casualties [ shien kai . affandi . haidhar ]
we joked around play play

u noe wat zuliana told me that i will nvr forgt?
let's worked hard together and prevent those mistakes from happenging!!!!!

me : ya .. show them that we logistic OIC and AOIC are made of tougher stuffs

however hard i tried to eased myself from the guilt
i still felt terrible .. worse now after hearing wat zuliana has said!!!!

then supper somewat cheer me up cos when im pouring milo into their mass tin , mostly replied thank you, IC ...

then dunnoe wat happened .. another casualities called kai rong .. sec one
come .. sae his eyes pain and then all tis while ... there's a vein thats protruding out like a sore thumb near his right eye .. slightly above his eyebrow

then at night we slept in the canteen at 2am plus .. near 3 liao
cos we gt debrief and bathing
then as me and saba promised the malay girls to wake them up for praying ...
we waked up at 5.30
its like ... so tired!!!!!!


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dae 2
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then i sit up and turned my head to the right
wat the ...!!!!!!
the casualty , kai rong
was sitting up straight facing the front
which in my case was facing me cos we sleep horizontal mah
i get the shock of my life loh
waked up the first tink i saw was his face

wat chicken little used to tell himself when he is reminded of the yesterdae happenings is < todae is a new dae >

so i shall followed that little saying and embace myslef for todae's bad happenings

pouring milo again and one sec 2 - farizmi
he sae IC todae ur hair is the same as yesterdae but only todae ,
ur hair even messier ...

me : i was thinking ... of course la .. i nvr comb my hair and juz now was joining u guys for morning PT leh!!!!! and anyways .. do i ned u to tell me bout my hair???? u gt kind intention but no thanxs

he continue : IC .. can i hav more milo?

me : arhhhhh ..after talkin bout my hair u were actually tinking of more milo???? [ thinking ]

me : no .. u can not .. other also ned to hav milo too

once again , they are quite polite : Thnak you IC!
some are cute

then we went to sembawang park
the trolley that im pushing were like spoilt like that
then i knocked into the kerb abd everytink fell out from one bucket of water bomb ..
some smashed ... then even though there gt some CLs ... they didnt bother to help me picked up the water bomb cos they a bit muddy [ shall not name who ]

then farishah was fuming ... its ok
but shall bit backed my retorted cos i dun wan to start a row .... she's also the activity IC mah .. so wat she sae .. i shall listened to it

then there's a water cooler
so i filled up those water bomb that has deflated
so miserable!!!!!

i felt liked sayin who the hell i really disliked in tis blog u noe ..
since no one bother reading it
but dun wan la .. cos ppl will gossips

some of the points they will sae :
* eh u noe arh .. yanyan sae ".." like that leh .. she herself is even wat loh
* she tis type only noe how to sae and dunnoe how to do wan la ...
* dunnoe how ling min can get used to her temper
and watsoever

i noe who the freaking hell has been talking behind my back
but i juz turned a deaf ear to all of it
the cca : npcc
is a very complicated cca

that's wat i learned my mistake when im in sec 2
dun disturbed those squadmates which hav "someone" backing them up
i end up getting hurt and im sure that "someone" hav sometink to talk bout le


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then gt the splashng game
when all like went into some kind of trance
pouring water .. throwing water bomb and all
daphne and jie ling and farishah and some more
pouring water from the water bottle some more!!!!!
actually im quite dry one
but then after that
im soaked from head to toe

very fun la =]


lunch ... i dun feel like typing ... skip


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todae dinner was a breeze!!!!!!
me and zuliana was hopping mad!!!!!!
we did it and show them all
u cant imagine how happy i am!!!!!!
wahahaha ...

camfire night a bit sian
so me and zuliana keep on changing shift
we logictic very ke-lian
cant joined in the fun
but its ok
cos i dun was a another row ...
one is enough ...

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dae 3
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printing of the certificate was fun la
we wasted like 7 or 8 paper cos we print the wrong tink >_<
when we went in the staff room

jay sir : eh .. u guys gt bathed a not?

me : gt

jay sir : then how come u guys wear the same clothes as yesterdae one?

me : cos some squadmates nvr bring one more cleaned tee

jay sir : if u guys gt bathed hoh .. how come u guys gt smell one?

when jay sir said that , i was like arhh ... so embarrass!!!!!!
did i smell really that bad??



then after printing ... the farah atiqah certificate gt soemtink wrong
mdm sae go and find jay sir and let him sign
i asked saba to accompany me
ok then .. found him ....


jay sir : u guys came to find me arh? < he looked quite happy though >

me : ya .. er sir .. we ned u to sign tis certificate

jay sir : ok

*signed*

jay sir : another certificate come ... i sign .. quick

me : sir .. we only want u to sign tis one

he looked ready to kill me ... disappointment shown in his eyes ...

jay sir : arh ok .. ok la u guys can go already ...

me and sabe was there laughing ... haha

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

todae is so damn boring
i dunnoe why
perhaps im one of those ppl who will be staying at the command post
me and zuliana
sad isnt it?

im in a foul mood la
cos when its yong hong turn to present his proposal
its so messy
from 5.30 to 6 plus
then change to 4.30 to 5.45
i jolt down until im so pissed off by him
then i anyhow strike off anytink that i copy down for the drills thingy

then so little ppl come for the meeting todae
so sian rite?
then all those that must come didnt come
yiru sae she will be coming
but then?
still nvr come
all those remaining bloody group I/C nvr come
eg like - jianyang , duyi and weiyee

then sir tell tingting
just now when ur talking , tis time round , the camp surely fail 'cos gt somebody then was in a bad mood / face turn black etc
tinting sae
its yanyan

eh hullo la guys
hu isnt in a bad mood when he/she noes that they will be staying at the command post for 3 daes
u my sae its my job to stay at the command post
ok , i wun mind

but i seriously felt that its very awkward to be at the presence of so many group I/Cs
as i gt nothing to do
u may sae that it wun heard to kill
yes .. its true
like wat sir sae
its very important to noe the schedule of the dae for every CLs as hu noes other may need u to replace others

but im very sad to hear from my friends that sir hav such low expectations of us
rest assured that i will stay at the command post without a sulky look or watever
i will endure
cos i cant stand anyone looking down on me!
i will show it to them that i can do it

another week hav pass
and my post is yet another unhappy one
i will endure!

3 cheers for the 7th batch that we will make tis camp a success!!!
hip .. hip .. hurray!
woo hoo ...
jiayous , 7th batch will can do it de!

Saturday, May 24, 2008

never once in my life did i hav to use tis word : flunked
but i guess tis time i will break the record.

seriously , which poly or JC can u land in if u get -
L1R4 : 23
L1R5 : 32

all i could sae is I FLUNKED MY EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!
wat kind of lousy marks is tis?

i failed 3 subjects for ur information
pure chemistry : F9
pure physics : D7
A.math : F9

in so many years of tests , tis is my first time getting a fail for my exam - mind you , my FIRST

the worst i get is C6 u noe [ last 2 years of secondary life ]
tis year , i get 3 FAILED , not 1 but 3
its driving me crazy!

i dunnoe wat happened but i juz cant seems to pay attention when it comes to chem lesson
i totally lost interest in it
since the 3rd test onwards , i kept on failing
[ ya .. first 3 tests i passed =) ]
whenever its chem lesson , i will doodle on my fullscap paper and not pay attention to it

well , a.math is different
i DID pay attention to it
its juz that i didnt revise on my work during the mid-yr exam
so u could sae i didnt do my best and put in my 100% effort for it

physics ... hmm ..
i also thought i did know wat the 'cher talking about but it it seems like i dunt
cos if i did , i wont be failing the subject too

ah well , its no used crying over spilled milk isnt it?
wat i hav to do next time is too do well , better and put in my 100% efforts for ALL my tests.
im going to make full use of my 1 month's break from school to catch up with the others

i solemly swear that i will worked very hard for my semester 2 and should i failed one of my tests , i will not touched my computer for 1 month - failed 2 tests and doubled the punishment and so on.
i will seriously make sure that the L1R4 is less than 10 marks in my EOY exams

tis is the promise i made to myself and i will see that i make the promise come true

i hoped to end my post with a happy note but it seems that i cant
well , i hoped that the next time i posted , it will be a truly proud moment for me.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

todae is the dae my life gets upside down
mornin , wake up too early - 5.ooam
go to skool then realise that wat chala give wan nvr comes out
thanx godness i gt ask other ppl
if not , i surely die wan

i almost forget everytink that i rmb yesterdae
the social studies test overall gt 50 marks
i guess i could get 35 and above in order to sercure an A2
then gt break

A.maths test is after that
wat the hell
didnt know that the paper was set by Ms Tan Wah Sing
i guess i failed
nvr once in my life am i so confident that i WOULD failed a test
with such obvious certainity
im dead!!!!!
it's over 80
i guess that most i could get was 30 plus

my brain is so so exausted now
must work hard for the remaining test
pure physic , pure chemistry , geography , E.math
jiayous yanyan , u can do it wan!

Friday, May 02, 2008

yesterdae quite fun la
we went to Home Team Academy for a recap on the shootin for tis fridae classification shoot

we gt back the sir who teach us last yr
the same one as the NPDP that I GT - not contigent one
teaches us the 3 golden rules

mainly are
• treat all gun as loaded
• do not point the gun at anyone or anywhere else unless you are about to shoot the target
• fingers out of trigger gut unless you are about to shoot the target

one joker from christ church sec - a guy
he sae to treat all gun as YOGURT
we all laugh like wat =]

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amazin things happen yeaterdae
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wardah shouted to syafikah, jass and sarah
who's that idiot? [ loud and clear ]
and cried.
the whole class straight away 'hush hush' ....
silence follow
first time hear her shout

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second time
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todae
wardah cried for apparently no reason
tears came streamin down
WTH
saba thought i do sometink to her!


then todae chem test hoh , i tink i die le
so i buy myself 6 munchies donuts to calm myself down

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

i knew i gonna miss my contigent
but its alrite
able to experience it once is enough
furthurmore , i also had one remaining ticket to remind me of it

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if u are a malay , pls stop reading here
if u take offences when continue readin
its not my fault
u hav been notified BEFORE HAND
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but honestly , i gt sometink i wished to share
when i arrived at the ADSS
bernard and kat had finish changin their full-U
then i rmb that later we will hav our channgin parade
so they all change into half-U

the woodgrove MALAY girls really had a tink bout me
i got a feelins that they dislike me and its true
when i tell them that we wear half-U
they like not happie like that
cos they changed full-U already
and gimme THAT kind of look

i felt like smacking them
if u wan to wear full-U
go ahead la
it is my fault to ask u guys changed?
my kind intention become dunnoe wat
then erliana also hang out with them mah
she also changed into full-U
so she asked who asked u guys to changed wan?
they replied u go asked ur friend la
seriously , wat kind of attitude is that?
wat the hell
i pity the only boy from woodgrove sec
all malays only him chinese

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backed to the parade
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my best parade eva
i commit only one mistake minus away the movin of legs and all
not bad

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picture takin
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• we had a contigent pohto
• individual sch photo with sir
• evergreen cadet photo
• photo with keekwoon sir



i will miss saturdae , 12 april 2008
for thats the dae we perform!!!!!

Sunday, April 13, 2008

how i wish i can post everytink in detail here bout wat happpen yesterdae
but that's impossible

and now , i wish to have my POST password protected
so nobody can read it
then i can post watever i wan

i now realise logictic cant take attendance and one of us gotta stay in npcc room
and
IT'S SO NOT MY PLAYGROUND!!!!!!!!!
cant sae its easy cos me and zuliana ned to get everytink ready for the nxt programme, wat they ned etc
I don even dare to take food/drink that's in the npcc room
cos I scare that will kanna sir/mdm scold

thus , i hav decide that nxt week , i will help zuliana get everytink ready b4 i join the sec 3 for their training

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read the poem below to get wat i feel and wat we are.

heart's of mine dwell within somewhere
feelings of which none can be describe
yet envy grow from everyone
how they wished they could be me!

foolish though they were
however wat they sae arent wrong
then again the acts of human cant be guess
by the naked eye alone
some walked pass me
with an air of arrogant
while some smirked

the burden arent heavy with help
but it will slack with one self
thus my friend and i decide
to make a pact
so none can trodden
on the maidens spirits anymore

too many tinks for the two of us to do
yet none know where to start
outsiders [ ppl from the outside npcc room ]
will surely tink that
the two of us are SLACKERS!
how untrue that was
but we dun bother to explain
cos wat's there to sae?

the end - dun bother to clap after reading the poem cos wat i type dun make sense

Saturday, April 12, 2008

agree to meet with kat , shi yong and yong jian but in the end only i come puncturely.
kat and shi yong over slept
yong jian nvr bring his shoe bag so he doubled back to take his thing

saw kee kwoon sir
he quiet cheerful in the mornin ... amazin =]
he is erliana first husband
weird? shockin?
better dun guess

then shi yong sms me
tell me that he wan to go to ADSS by himself
but i sae we will wait for him
and in the end me , kat and yong jian went by ourself

wah ... when shi yong call me im shock
then i remember that we agreed to meet together!
shit!
then he sae wah lao , u guys nvr wait for me wan!
i dun wan to go liao le
i dun care
in short , he's fumin
first time >_< ...

then erliana they all sae its my fault ....
k .. mayb it IS
when shi yong reach ADSS he's face was black
then go to the toliet rite , ned 4 helpers

the NPDP rite , gt sec 4s wan leh
then their badges all shinin brightly under the sun ....
even other schools sec 3s also gt 3rd class drill badge

then we fall in
do the sizin drill
and start the trainin


-------------- shockin tinks in contigent 9 -------------------

• a girl from SI LING SEC gt leg cramp - cryin

• other girl from GEYLANG MGS gt gastric pain
- her face all white man and she's shiverin

• li mei from CHRIST CHURCH SEC fainted
and kat told me that when she was bout to faint , she throw her BATON backward - almost hit the flag bearer - and then she herself fell backward
her legs and hands all spread out - cool ... lol

• gt one guy .. dunnoe from wat sch wan .. fainted and he fell FORWARD
there was a tinklin sound and a LOUD thud - and there goes
i bet he surely gt some scatches on his face

when comparin the guy and the christ church girl , the girl faintin was much more straight forward - one boom and thats it - the guy make so much noise!

and lastly , thats the worst tink ever!
bernard fainted
damn funny la!
u noe wat kat tell me?
he sae he and bernard are talkin
bout casualties then dunnoe wat happen
kat sae he wan to see how bernard faint will look like .. jokinly la
then when doin drills halfway , bernard the first to faint
Kat sae one moment bernard was beside him , then nxt , he's gone

kat also sae that when bernard was bout to faint , he walk sideways - rite side - b4 knockin into a girl and fainted sideway...
he gt scatches near his right eye though

we was laughin when we heard it , but felt sad la
i mean he gt eat and drink when we hav break
haiz ...

so many faintin fits!



-------------------- NCOs camp faintin fits! ----------------

tis time gt 2 person

• yasin - b4 faint , somebody ask him , oi yasin , where u goin? and then
he began to walk backward and then trip and fall on the drain there - all of us near him was laughin silently

• bi hong - more straight forward - thud and his lyin there












aiyoh .. enough le
bye =]

Saturday, March 22, 2008

hurray!
miss lai , 2 achieve'07 form teacher , gt married on 9 DECEMBER 2007!!!!!
woohoo ^_^

my congrats to you , 'cher!
wish u and ur husband a happy marriage =]

i gt the weddin photo by prefer to upload it to friendster =)
so now i should call miss lai to Ms lai

hahas ...
so happy ...

Sunday, March 09, 2008

haiz ... tis week is my chinese teacher - ms Wong
last week in evergreen secondary.
very disappointed =(
and u noe wat school she's goin to?
Raffles insituition
why must all those top schools take away good teachers from the neighbouring schools?

but the decision lies within Ms wong.
she wans to go , so let her be.
we are in no position to let her stay.

thus , i wished her all the best & may she came back to evergreen sec to teach again.
but i doubt she will.

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then yesterdae gt back my term 1 report slip
my results was so bad!
that cant be happening!

so from now on , i will really get serious in my work
cos i have been slacking for those past months =]

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and i will be submittin a new skin in blogskins.com
sometink that's similiar to my blog wan.


wish me luck in my studies and may i get SOTD tis time!

Sunday, March 09, 2008

it make no difference
i thought i could .. u noe .. be good frenz gain
but thats not the case

yesterdae , i went go with the "sisters" again
and they still forsaken me

-- lemme tell u wat happen --

i went with them to go chan yi min's house
take her water bottle
then all they talk was bout girl-boy relationsip
i seriously not interested in those tink
a piece of news : lim bao shuang broke up with the polytechnic guy - in less than 24 hrs
they try to be nice to me cos they dun wan me to sae them that they left me behind again - thats wat ang ling min saes
then to me its guilty

then lim bao shuang saes to me that she hates leavin ppl behind
i told her that im used to such treatments by u guys , so even if u guys left me behind , i felt nothin
i continued 5 ppl go out together , one sure kenna left behind one
she saes that will not happen
but in the end????
its me being left behind .... why is it ALWAYS ME?????

then chua ting ting joined them by the skool gate
by then , im truly very unhappy
super pissed off
then i walked off by myself
i cant sae im unhappy with hu rite?
thats will surely spoilt my reputation in NPCC
and it must nt happen!
and im scared that any 6th or 7th batch ppl come my blog
woo .. im scared stiff by that thought

but when i saw the NPDP team , i immediately brighten up!
miracle happens =]
then they tell me dewi cant go liao
cos the HQ replace dewi with another ppl
damn sad loh
but i felt much better with them then with the "sisters"
u noe arh , everytime gt tink happens , im always the late to be notify
whether im in the "sisters" grp or NPDP team
very sian la

then my bad mood seems to spread to the team like that
on the way to ADSS they also very sian

-- skip parts --

when doin drills
i suddenly felt dizzy
no .. not dizzy
i felt like vomitin
my vision blurred and my parched lips yearns for water
its very umcomfortable
voices around me seems distant
im very scared
its the second time
i haven eat from mornin til then
thanx godness i nvr fainted

then sir wan to take pics when we havin our break
im felt nvr felt so bad in my life b4
and he kept disturbin me when i wan to rest!
fed-up , i gt up from my chair and throw my cups
only then did he stop takin pics

-- skip skip --

yeah! drills finish and my bad mood immediately gone
replacin that was happiness!
my easy-goin self was back once gain =]
then i suddenly went a bit crazy
cos ...
shi yong ask a woodland ring sec girl 4 handphone number in front of me!
omg .. nvr felt so excited bout that b4 u noe .. hahas
so i joke bout it for sometime la
until yong jian tells me that shi yong face very red le
that i stop

with my superior intinct
i quickly ask wat the girl name was
she saes wen qian
hmm ... shi yong die liao la
without sayin , im naturally went tauntin him bout the girl =]
i only quit doin so when shi yong buried his face in his legs ^_^
then yong jian was there flirtin with the woodgrove girls!
aiyoh .. all these bad for my eyes

at home , i tell my mum bout shi yong tink
and u noe wat she saes?
i gt no the dunnoe lady wat la - boys not attach to me
wat the hell

very happy yesterdae ...
signed off : yanz

Saturday, February 23, 2008

todae chinese test is ...
die liao .. die liao
my idioms and phrases dunnoe ... minus bout 4-6 marks
arrhh....

then marks for english class test suxs
5/25 - good?

then todae saw keith & ting ting
dunnoe whether its a blessin or disaster
noe why i dare post tis tink bout ting and keith in my blog?
cos no one will visit my blog ; let alone read tis post

mayb they thought i would tell others so they will silence me???
or force me to drink a poison potion????
u can nvr guess how human mind works

im pretty lame now due to the english individual project
juz finishin doin an animation
ok .... mayb i should not joke bout their relationship

why dun we hav a bet???
see how long their relationship will last?
nah ... thats very wicked of me =]
yes .. hav a bet on are they going out together?
that's sure a good way to start a bet ^_^

u may sae im bad ; but thats how human mind works!
hahas ... the answer will be reveal in due time =]


P.S.me and ling min are friends gain

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

todae was horrible
i fallen out with my friends .. well not really
i juz kinda ignore them

-- skip skool part --

after skool , go with bao shaung they all to 888
ling min then walk with bao shuang , leavin me behind
fine
then they go where also nvr tell me
fine
but ling min's behaviour was NOT FINE
i really cant tolerated any longer
u may say im eccentric or watever .. like i care
then ling min say one tink that really pissed me off
ya loh , now then i noe im the one leavin u behind , not u leave me behind , srry la
she saes all tis lightly as if it wasnt worth anytink.
im an extremely sensitive person
and she noe me for so long that she still doesnt understands me

so me being pissed off , i walk in front of them
guilty , bao shuang walk beside me
i dun wan ppl to pleased me
i wan them to UNDERSTAND ME
cant they understand all tis???!?

still call us the "7 sisters"
when they dun even noe wat i wan!
sisters meant that we are close to each other
noe each other well , and share the same interests etc
but in their case , sisters meant that we get along well
then lemme tell u - its WRONG

then apart of me and bao shuang
those gits behind me are talkin behind my back
tink i dunnoe is it
i juz noe them too well to noe wat they're tinkin

supposely im ok already
but im not
when they decided to eat at 888
so i heck care bout them
and walked off
without so a backward glance

i distinctly heard them talk bout me
tis time , im VERY PISSED OFF
arrghhhh

then reach skool , saw the NPDP team there
im simply elated =]
chat , joke with them etc
so fun!
then we walk to ADSS
almost reach there liao then i received an sms from affandi
sayin that he gt chest pain for 5 daes
i reply back to him sae shi yong miss u
hahas ...
yes , before i forgt - they sae shi yong very sexy
cos his pants very tight - so lame rite?

then my bear-ray gt the superglue cos juz now im gluein
my boots mah
unlucky rite?
im also very proud to sae that my boots the shinest among the team =]

board the bus .. reach the HTA
sit at the seats there and slack around
then do drills
have lunch - but we only drink water

--skip drill session--

go home time , we joke round loh
our bus is the last of all to come =.= [ twice already ]

in the bus rite , suddenly we all from our usual sleepy state
b'come awake
walao , they sing , laugh and so on
its VERY NOISY ARH!

very fun ^_^

all in all
i could only sae that im only happy when im with the NPDP team
with the 7 sisters
im damn sad cos also gt somebody that's left behind and thats me

i also hereby saes that i dun wan to be part of the 7 sisters , its too big a honor for me - i dun wan to be the talk of the week

anyways , zi han and zu yao gt 2nd class drill badge
happy for them?
better dun sae anytink should tis post be intercept

Monday, February 18, 2008

ok well its quite fun basically
i went to chalet for the new year
stay there for 5 days 4 nights
starting from wednesday - 6/2/08 to sunday - 10/2/08

for the first 2 days , it suxs to the core
in short , its like shit
but gradually , it become better ...

on the first dae ,
me & my cousin -[ zion ]
take a short walk round round the vicinity of the old changi hospital
not really scary ; except for some broken windows panes & lights seepin through those windows =D
then we play XBOX
so sian , so do a bit homework
at night , my another cousins come [ fulin & youxiang ]
talk to them bout their future - the readin of palms
my aunt then drove back to my house to take sometinks
i brought badminton rackets and shuttle court
reach the chalet round 3am plus

on the second day ,
wake up at 7am plus
then I play badminton with zion
i sweat like crazy!
wenlin , youxiang , shuwen & me go visit old changi hospital again
then I hav some tantrums & ask my mum yo take a walk with me
then night came , at round 12 plus , play badminton with my 3rd uncle
after that , must bath la
lazy .. juz wan to pop tp bed and sleep

third day ,
i get lots of ang bao so shiok ^_^
no computer again ... feelin like dying arh
but thanxs godness , we play badminton
i realised sometink - im pretty good at play badminton
at night ,
i suggested that we teamed up in pairs and play against one another
those pair that lose must do sometink --> like PT , dance etc ....
i team up with cai ming .. unlucky la
shuwen and zion saes that i will lose but u noe wat?
my team won! - score of 9 : 15
so both of them must do 30 sit-ups
wahaha :)

then we have another match
tis time , i team up with shuwen while zion team up with youxiang
we lose to them by the score of 15 : 13
i do 20 pumpins and 10 jumping jacks
hav BBQ
then we sleep le

fourth and fifth night not bad la ,
we visit the beach and play badminton again
then we sae bye to each other

wonder when will see them again ....

Monday, February 11, 2008

You're a Part Time Brainiac

No doubt about it, you have the potential for big brain power. But potential doesn't get you to genius. It's going to take some work. Like most smart people, you enjoy a good intellectual challenge every now and then. But you do tend to shy away from anything difficult, frustrating, or complex. Push yourself to think, learn, and explore more... even when it feels bad. You have the capacity to solve amazingly difficult problems. You just need to let yourself do it.

What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress. You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times. You are very detail oriented and meticulous. You are a careful thinker and a true intellectual. You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well. You are conservative, old fashioned, and a little stubborn. You are resistant to change. You are a good communicator. You work hard to get your ideas across effectively.

You Should Be in the Military

You are driven, focused, and an extremely hard worker. And while you can be ruthless in getting what you want, you also have a compassionate side. You are able to balance your own desires with the needs of others. You'll do almost anything to get the job done, but you're not willing to step on anyone's toes. You do best when you: - Are working with others - Are in a fast paced environment You would also be a good CEO or school principal.

You Should Wear Mauve Lip Gloss

Smart, polished, and pretty.

Your Gemstone is Orange Saphire

Courageous, optimistic, and successful. Your confidence helps you handle the ups and downs of life

Your Power Element is Earth

Your power color: yellow Your energy: balancing Your season: changing of seasons Dedicated and responsible, you are a rock to your friends. You are skilled at working out even the most difficult problems. Low key and calm, you are happiest when you are around loved ones. Ambitious and goal oriented, you have long term plans to be successful.

You Are 97% Pure

You're so pure ... you make a nun look like a whore! There's a lot of life's dark side left for you to experience... if you want to.

You Are a Carnation

You are down to earth and grounded. You tend to be more traditional than trendy. Your confidence gets you through anything. People trust you and are very loyal to you.

You Are an Afternoon Person

You can find energy any time of the day ... or night! You prefer to be out and about when most other people are. Very early mornings or very late nights aren't really your thing. You're practically solar powered, and the afternoon is when do best.

You Mostly Fight Fair

When you fight, you tend to remember your end goal of resolving conflict. However, you can get a little too wrapped up in your own feelings. Remember that there are two sides to every argument. And even if you think you're totally right, you should take more time to hear your partner out.

You Are a Little Messy

You aren't the cleanest person in the world, but you're definitely not a slob. You clean up when you have the time, but you're realistic about what you can get done. Generally, you're pretty organized and tidy - though you may have a few hidden messes. You eventually get around to making things spotless, but you do it on your own schedule!

i juz loved wat it saes below =]

You Are Great With Money

You know the value of a dollar - and you save and spend wisely. By living below your means, you've set yourself up for a rich future. And while it may hurt to sacrifice now, you'll probably have plenty of money later on. You're on your way to riches - just keep it up.

The True You

You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be more open with you. With respect to money, you spend as little as possible. You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. The hidden side of your personality tends to be satisfied to care for things with a minimal amount of effort. You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.

Libra - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits: You are open minded enough to date outside your typical "type" ... successfully! You are diplomatic - and likely to end a fight instead of dragging things out. You are easily loyal and faithful, but only for the right person. Your negative traits: You're a bit gullible, and partners take advantage of you. You still may not know it. You find it difficult to decide where to go to dinner, what movie to watch, who to date... You have to be in a relationship, or else you just don't feel like yourself. Your ideal partner: A smooth talker who enjoys socializing as much as you to. Someone classy and cultured who knows which wine to order with dinner. Is beautiful to you - although not necessarily attractive in the traditional sense. Your dating style: Romantic. If your date comes bearing flowers, wine, and poetry... well, your heart soars. Your seduction style: Giving. Your lover's pleasure is as important as your own. Soft and sensual - you don't like anything to be rough. Extravagant ... your fantasy involves staying at a five star hotel with your love. Tips for the future: Don't be so quick to compromise in relationships - and you'll get taken advantage of yes. Try being single for a while. Seems impossible, but you'll learn so much about yourself from doing so. Make some decisions about your romantic life, right now. You'll be happy that you did. Best color to attract mate: Green Best day for a date: Wednesday

You Are 74% Peaceful

You are a very peaceful person. All is good in your world, no matter what's going on. Occasionally you let your problems get to you, but you generally remain upbeat. Your inner strength is inspirational - much more so than you may realize.

You Are 93% Perfectionist

You're a total perfectionist. So go ahead and congratulate yourself on a "perfect" score. The truth is, everyone is sick of living up to your standards. And you're probably even sick them yourself.

Your Dominant Intelligence is Spatial Intelligence

You've got a good sense of space and how the world around you looks. You can close your eyes and "see" images. You have innate artistic talent. An eye for color and shapes, you're also a natural designer. Since you think in pictures, visual aids and demonstrations help you learn best. You would make a good navigator, sculptor, visual artist, inventor, architect, interior designer, or engineer.

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

honestly speaking , since the first dae i join NPCC , there wasnt a time that i was really happy
but yesterdae was absolutely different!
for once in my life , im actually glad that i join NPCC =]
and i felt that im closer to those cadets in my contigent than my own squadmates even though i barely noe them

the story continues ....

we start off at 2.30pm
reach home team acadamey @ 3 plus
fall in and march to the parade quare
put down our belongings and fall in at the drill shed
the place where flag bearer train

cannot use the parade square as its drizzling
man .. its quite tough
the sir usin the loud speaker is torturing us loh
we only henda kaki for the past 30 mins and i already sweat like crazy!
then he let us have a 30 mins break
choose seats far away from the crowd
i nvr eat la

rmb the guy from woodland ring sec that i sae was eating unil very funny?
well , he's a sec 3
i dun believe it

after break , we fall in in the parade square
we do drills
finally we gotcha touch the baton

i also noe our sirs name
they areAlivin Toh & Rafael Tan
they gt joke with us too
plus , they also praise us if we do well!
isnt it good?

gt saw keekwoon sir , kee yong sir and one more sir - dunnoe wat the name
keekwoon sir taught contigent 6
then the other sir teach contigent 8
kee yong sir .. i dunnoe

then on the bus back ADSS
me hungry liao mah
so i keep stuffing the goodies into my mouth
i nvr eat from mornin til then u noe!
then we talk and so forth

endin - bye

Saturday, February 02, 2008

ok .. change a new layout
from now on , my blog will only be showin one post
like that much better and less time wasted

tagboard will also be deleted
will only put up in 3 months time
startin from jan 2008 to march 2008

keep a short post
bye

Monday, January 28, 2008

todae is the first trainin la
after school , i couldnt help bein scared
or should i say - my stomach gt butterflies
its the same anyway

thanxs for those hu jiayou me =]

we set off at 1.10pm
walk to that ADSS
on the way we kept quiet
then reached there , we go toliet change half-u
help them with the bear-ray
riverside & woodgrove sec npcc cdts very friendly loh
but the woodgrove sec thought me a sec 2 and erliana and dewi sec 3 >.<
as a senior , must crack some jokes wan mah .. if not , later they very sian
so i start first .. then yong jian turn ....

the bus came at 2.30pm
so late
then we board the bus
me very unlucky
i sit at the back - the 5 seats wan
one side of me was 2 guys
1 of them give up the seat for me to sit
so he sit on his friends leg
then other side of me was an indian guy sleepin
yong jian they all dunnoe laugh at me for wat loh
then affandi step on my boots twice! =.=

reach the home team academy
fall in
march to the parade
we are the contigent 9
area 1 and area 5 together
sian ....

at round 3 plus , they let us have a lunch break
me so full liao
then i still follow shiyong they all take the food - chicken burger with fries
me very thristy la
shiyong and yongjian cut Q to take the drinks for me and dewi ..


after they are back , 1 woodland ring sec cadet - guy - sit opposite us
he look very weird u noe
he eat the burger only - the bread ... excluded of the meat and cheese
and the worst tink is , he kept forcin himself to eat!
he look so sinister - im not kiddin
when he heard that we can throw out food , he immediately went off!
i tink he a vegetarian
then i force shiyong and yongjian to eat my fries for me - the fries i nvr touch it
they eat until ... haha ... u should have seen their look

then i tell them
at school
we are dead beat ;
at here
we are so thirsty ; may get dehydration from the lack of water ....

then we start drills are 4.35 and do it til 5.50pm
durin that period of time , we dun hav any break
so no water
arhh .... i was startin to go bonkers
but it wasnt tough la cos there gt sec 2s mah
so i almost nvr sweat la

go take bus home and we change in the bus
they gt give us goodies u noe!
not bad .. not bad
when we reach ADSS , erliana quickly eat some of those goodies ...
i tink she hungry liao la
then we joke and so forth while walkin


thats's all
bye

Saturday, January 26, 2008

honestly speakin , wat's tis?????
out of the 4 cadets that are goin
3 out of 4 are boys
only 1 girl - and thats me

i felt like usin swear words for tis post
im not jokin

i like to hav a post startin from the start
so here's it :

after assembly todae , he request that those hus goin to for NPDP to met him at notice board
told us that only 4 cadets can go
by right im out wan
then goh hong bing saes he also dun wan
nvm , he then wan us to pick a piece of paper each - folded one
those that gt a cross ned to go
no cross ; relax
i let them choose first , so i last la , but how stupid i am
i gt one that hav cross
asked one of those boys if they wan go
choose to ignore me
fine ....

after PE
knowin that my mood was terrible , daphne still saes
i nvr saw someone walked til so extravagant to ling min
i turned round and sae to her wats ur problem????
then scolded her idiot
man ... that feelin was wonderful =]


recess time .
i tell ky bout it .
she saes other ppl wan go but cannot , then u can go yet u dun wan
if u like that , sure sir scold u wan
i felt like retortin back - since u wan go , then i let u go la
surely she would sae - i cant .. last yr go b4 ...
fine

i confronted shi yong
he saes dunnoe
fine

how come my everydae life is related to NPCC
cant i hav an anti-npcc life????!!?

then ky saes sometink bout me to ling min
fine
they wan gossip sure can wan but dun sae tinks in front of me can?
respect my feelings

now i noe why the seven batch cant get along well
they dun care a damn bout others feelings
which led to many problems such as ;
keith & bao shuang
tingting , zihan and the NCOs
Weiyee
and lots more
furthermore , there's lots of gossip bitches in 7th batch
from a small tink , they can make it until its a big matter
bad news travels super-fast
lemme giv u one example

last fridae , he scold me & bao shuang
shortly after , duyi , hong bing and wateva hell
they saes there's the one la , in front of us one , juz now gt scolded by sir
even those boys should be call bitches instead of their names , they're so like girls

enough , im feelin so much better
done

Monday, January 21, 2008

title : Default skin [ Hannah Montana ] <-- click to download

Sunday, January 20, 2008

wahaha ... =]
i submit tis real nice skin , erm .. nice for me la - to blogskins.com
i cant resist the urge not to submit
spent bout 4 hrs plus juz to do it



title : elegance ::: the enchantin scenery <-- click to download

i 100% like the img and brushes used

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to make up for the yesterdae post
best to start from the beginnin cos i wan to etched the trainin foreva in my mind

we fall in at 2.15pm
then we were asked to fall in in the parade square
jay-sir came and wan us to drink sips of water
then he asked us to fill them up
giv us 1 min nia ..
soon after , he wan us to pour the whole bottle of water on ourself
me so shocked loh
and wan us to do pumpin
wet from head to toe , we were asked to take our rifles from the rifles range at lvl 3.
the rifle sure heavy!
then we ned to "lock" the rifle
dunnoe why though ..

and we wear the constructive gloves and straight away do the pumpin style
and we down like 10 pumps only
then we do exercises liao .. warm-up only
we then form up 6 rows in front of jay-sir
and we do ...
50 counts of 4 jumpin jack
then like 20-30 pumps
and then we do the dunnoe wat la
the wan where we ned to change leg - jump up and down wan
my lef ache like crazy!

after bout 30 mins , NCC join us
they also rifles
we then do the exercise i mention above
and so on ....

LM , Saba , ky and yiru all used wooden rifles
only me and BS used the real one
wah .. then we run 2 rounds round the skool and my leg no energy le
my hand ok but leg .....

then we run up and down the stairs
my leg really no energy liao loh
but must persevere .. cant giv up
im one of the last to ran back to the parade square ... sian la
then we do the cool down exercise and then the NCO's trainin stop here

while we are puttin back rifles , the NCO's report that one rifles lost
so we all cant rest
ned stay at the patch of green grass
jay-sir very scared ; then rifles found
he relieved ; we cheer

and blah blah blah ...

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dunnoe whether wan change to the new blogskin a not leh ..
tink bout it first

Saturday, January 19, 2008

there's only a sentence for it - I hav tried my best and im happy with the results
but my leg ache like crazy and went wobbly
wat jay-sir saes come true
my physical was very bad
but at least i survived todae's one

then we play simon saes
thought at that time my legs were bout to give way
no energy liao
but thanxs godness , it soon stop

and then scolded but tyrus-sir
its ok
i will get used to it one
one hav to be thick-skinned to be able to survive in tis CCA
no hard feelings though ...

then also gt create a NPCC skin
dunnoe they like a not la
if they dun like , then i can use the skin for other means
hahas ... =)

bye-B

Friday, January 18, 2008

tis post is for thursdae . 10/1/08
my CIP hours
ok .. here goes :

together with ling min and the others
we went to the woodlands regional library to do some community service for some CIP hours for the NYAA bronze

we started doin the service @ 2.15pm
we then wrote our names at the CIP file
then we each take a pass
and the lirarian at the lvl 3 info counter instructed us to go to lvl 4
tell us that her friend needs help there @ the library office

we go there and her friend giv us work immediately
ling min & me were given one trolley each and were asked to count the number of books in the trolley itself
after that sabe joined us and we were told to stack the books accordin to the number
lucky i noe how to
we get it do in bout 15-20 minutes & there were bout 200 plus books

we slack around for awhile only
the librarian seperated saba from us again =(
the two of us - me and LM - were told to do fold the boxes back to the square shape - we fold 5 boxes in less than 4 mins!
the librarian seems shocked
then another librarian wan me to cut paper - usin the cutter and trimmer ; sometink - then LM needs to wrap gifts

the stack of paper im suppose to cut was so thick thicker than the harry potter book 6 - well , for those hu gt read HP book 6 will noe - at first very siok wan but later so borin , feel like sleepin ... then saba do finish her work liao .. she go lvl 3
left me and LM in the god-forsaken place
i from 3 plus cut til 4 plus then LM helped me
then the librarian then bring out another cutter
the cutter i was usin was damn slow!
me cut paper til its blunt
the new one - the librarian brought one - was so sharp!
i dun even need energy

then i finish the cuttin paper liao
another librarian instucted us to take out those papers from the thick library files for recyclin
big paper one side ; small one side
staple bullets take out
me and LM did tis bout 10-15 mins
then she ask LM to put the papers on the tray accordin to colours then me to shed the paper usin the sheder or watever its called

no more
bye

Saturday, January 12, 2008

i noe that i shouldnt post
not when i promise that i wun post til june
but its juz too much for me
i hate bottlin my feelins

yesterdae CCA orientation is ....
we were deeply sadden by madam and ICs responses
im sure that we do our best

honestly speakin , im not upset except that my moral was quite low
i put in my 100% efforts in drills
i believe that all my hard work is worth it
i do well for my part and thats it
im satisfied with myself
but never in my life am i so humilated
shouted by keith in front of the whole squad
my first time u noe!
for the sake of me wanting to be NCO i tolerated it.
im not goin to lose my cool over that kind of thing
i meant wat i sae



and now
im sick
so unlucky
my runny nose become quite serious
that my tears rollin down my cheek
and now , im goin to take my bursary award
wat can be more unlucky than tis????


bye la
gtg le

Saturday, January 05, 2008

WOOTS! YEAH! WOOHOO!! CONGRATS MAN!
finally a new year
tomorrow is a new dae where everything starts a new
where im starting to be serious
honestly , im not joking
so that means that i will be quiting blogskins for like - SIX months
i promise that after 6 months of holidae , my skins will improve greatly

i must also work harder!
no playin of computer games or watsoever
quite all things that's related to blogging , online games etc
so sad

countin down ...
3 more minutes then a new year liao

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2 more minutes

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woots!!!!!
HAPPIE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!

Monday, December 31, 2007

Bao shuang - honeydew
Keat ying - strawberry
Ling min - banana
Me - grape
Yi ru - kiwi

OMG..OMG..OMG... its so funny
ok its not .. im so non-humorous - should be spelt like tt

I lurve todae drills =)
keith gt make us laugh so good



kept a short post post todae
bye

Thursday, December 27, 2007

Man .. i had caught a cold =(
yesterdae la , my cousin ask me to go swimmin then i go
not knowin that it would result in me being sick

then i nvr go BBQ loh =(


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enough of that BBQ tink , its O V E R

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i submit a skin todae!



title : Welcome to my AMOUR world <-- click to daownload
previously was my own blogskin

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

im so so dead
i've juz cut my hair!
& i look so ewww ...
ling min saes quite nice la
but i still cant accept it

Tis my first time cuttin so short loh
i dunnoe wat im gonna do
one tink fo certain - when i go out , i dun ned to comb hair =)

Then after the haircut we went causeway
but meet Nicole , Daphne and Xiao hui there!
how embarrassed i was!
They saw me and i scooted off , leavin ling min behind

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tis skin is my newest blogskin
spent lots of hours juz to get the navigation right
tis skin also brush spam wan
tink i will use tis skin as my blogskin - for now
will tink of submittin it in future


enough talk le ...
bye

Saturday, December 22, 2007

I Giv Up
im not steppin inside the npcc room again
im not goin to poke my nose into someone else affairs
im gonna keep everytink to myself

im deeply disgusted by my behaviour ;
within 2 weeks , i fall out and then make up with my 2 good friends
then make one of the NCOs angry
im sure a failure

im sure im gonna burst into tears if i keep goin to npcc
so tmr stock check , i skip
i ned time to cool down
im very tired

to the NCO whom i make him angry
im sorry

i will also hereby quit bloggin le
afraid that should there be any madam / sirs come and read my blog
dun wan them to know so much


Good-bye , my trustworthy blog

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

i really dunnoe wat to do
for the first time of my life , im lost
i make my good frenz cried & my other frenz angry
one refused to answer my call ; while the other ignored me

im really sorry , ky
i noe that wat's done is done , no use sayin sorry
but im juz tryin to help
i nvr thought that other than helpin , im meddlin tinks up
i guess u trust the wrong person
i abused ur trust in me & make u sad .. perhaps disappointed in me , angry even

i also noe that i shouldnt said those tinks to bs
but i felt that she must noe them
she must face it ... it's juz a matter of time
i told her those is b'cos i hoped she would be prepared if u said those tinks to her

its ok if u dun believe me
but i tell u that i dun denied that im at fault
i noe u hav enough things on ur plate without me tryin to be helpful

i will explain to u in skool on thursdae
i juz hoped that u will gimme time to explain

Friday, December 07, 2007

todae's drills is pretty good =)
im happy to said that i can withstand rain!
hahas .. yep
we do drills in the rain!
the feelin was undescrible
its quite fun .. lol

after the drills trainin
well , i ask ling min , yi ru & bao shuang if they wanna skip the campcraft trainin
ling min saes [ i dunnoe , fine , wan skip then skip loh ]
yi ru saes [ dun wan la , accompany me go the trainin! ]
bao shuang saes [ i dunnoe la , if keat ying gt go then i oso go loh ]
from the above , u could see that those girls r indecisive!
in the end , those gits go campcraft - they are so-called the "keen learners"
they should be given a prize for their interests

i finally understand one thing - [ i've put my trust in the wrong person!
the gits are only friends which i get along well & are not my good/best friends
oh my gawd , how stupid could i be! ]

they would said that im very stubborn or watsoever
i hav already decide weeks ago to skip those stupid team building periods and team building games

perhaps im an inebriated git
thats why i cant differ between good frenzs & normal frenzs
i felt extremely disappointed in them!

trust takes a long time to build
yet less than a minute to destroy it
how true that was

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the minute i gt home
i went straight to bed
i was so tired!
i 5pm or so then wake up

tired la - go eat
byes

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

woah , todae training was so tedious but its quite fun la
actually hoh , keith wasnt as fierce as he seems

i realise one tink - i cant make eye contact with him
with him round , i felt very tense
i dunnoe why
but im not going to find out the ans

my legs were in agony
i cant walk now ..
i gotta limp
see how bad that was?

can u believe it?
8hrs 30mins of drills training leh
not really though la
but cant sae very relaxing loh

so malu
the rifle drills that i learned earlier
i 4gt liao >_<
sad man

i really cant type liao la
but there's one tink i would wan to sae

and thats the blogskin i submitted todae!

i luv tis skin man!


title : The singaporean talk <-- click to download it

buh bye

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

man ... i felt so happy todae!
cos i hav submitted 2 blogskins and the outcome was pretty good!


title : bicycle madness <-- click to download it

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then there's the another skin


title : simplicity pink <-- click to download

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i scared bout tomorrow trainin
haiz ...
takin rifles u noe for hours!
then ned to wear half-u too
sian la ...

bye liao
i go eat

Monday, December 03, 2007

bad
juz one word to describe the whole trainin
i guess u noe wat the situation is like

there're juz too many jokers around
all of us not concentratin
drills anyhow do etc ....

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im feelin pretty giddy now so i will post another time ...
bye

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

todae trainin was fabulous
i mean , it the first time i throughly likes the trainin
furthermore , its funny cos the sir did really make an effort to make us laugh

we try to tie flagstaff in one minute with 6 person in a grp each
and the grps which hav the most number of correct knots win !
naturally and that goes without sayin , its our grp
ok , i noe that im feelin proud but i really cant suppress my glee cos how often do i get to show-off? The ans is NONE
and the main reason b'cos the campcraft IC is in our grp
she can really tie real fast

after that , all of us hav PT
cos one for all and all for one mah
im not grumblin ok
but the way sir train us was tougher than i expected
hmm .. mayb cant sae its tough
i tink the reason should be - im lousy and lazy
i hav been eatin and sleepin and sittin in front of the PC - thats wat im doin now - and typin wats goin on for the dae or else play RUNESCAPE
thats wat makes me so unhealthy

come to tink of it , i tink im really slackin
cos i haven done my homework
and my standards for grades are droppin ...
eww .. wats happenin to me?

back to the trainin -------->

after that , the sir wan us to compete against each other
and we lose
aiyoh .. sian la
and we compete against each other for dunnoe how amny rounds
then we switch - change psitions cos Jie Ling hand .. er .. injured ..
so from clove hitch to round lash
thought i was goin to die .. how on earth was i to tie round lash in one minute?
wat seem to impossible seems possible for me
after to like 2 to 3 rounds of tryin
i manage to grasp the whole round lash thingy
and
i tied a round lash in less then a minute !
can u belive it???
ok .. mayb u tink its easy to tie but trust me , i finally gt a feelin of an achievement in me cos I BELIVE IN MYSELF THAT I CAN DO IT!

to make a post short ----------->

when goin home , its the SECOND time that bao shuang left me behind , to go home with another person after so much i done for her ...
that does it - from now on , should there be any trainin , i will not meet out with her :::: thats the promise i made to myself

heck care bout her "_"
if she could leave me in lurch so could I
and let her hav a taste of her medicine
not that she will taste it anyway
as she hav lots of frenzs i dunnoe

perhaps u might tink im jealous but trust me
i do make good use of my word
i will make sure i did wat i promise to myself without moment hesitation


bye ------------------>

Friday, November 16, 2007

FRIDAE POST

wake up at 6.15am
then waitin for the call from my aunt to fetch us
but wat the ...
call us to go down my block at 7.45am
and then she herself came at 8.55am

sian la ..
the car ride to camaron took more then 7 hrs loh
reach there , check in in the Strawberry Park Resort
the air there smells so NICE
went out to eat then call it a dae


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SATURDAE POST

wake up at 7.30am
eek ... im freezin
the temperature there range from 15 - 21 degree celcius

then we go Bee Farm
go watch the bees la .. take photo here and there
the road were slippery loh

after that , Butterfly Farm is where we visited
the soveniers were WOW
we idle around ..
u noe wat my aunts bought?
TOMATOES
they sae its very NICE .. cheap too

Strawberry Farm is our nxt stop
thats the place where i plucked my first Strawberry !
i was so excited loh
then i took some photos of my cousin .. so on ..

soon after .. we go the BOH Tea shop
for some scones and tea
but i ate Brownie with ice-cream
man .. the scenery was enchantin


we go back our hostel to rest
then we go eat the steamboat
wah .. so horrible !
the taste was bland and so expensive loh >.<

then we go to the night market to buy stuffs
man .. the tinks sold there were ALL STRAWBERRIES - GIRL STUFFS
i had the time of my life !
i bought PINK HAIR CLIPS .. HAIR BANDS .. HANDPHONE POUCH ETC
but we shop for like 1hr nia ..
cos sleepy le

then we go back to our hostel and thats another dae gone =)


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SUNDAE POST

todae borin la ..
post end here

Sunday, November 11, 2007

todae hoh .. bao shaung call me at 5.50am
met her at bus stop at 7.00am
she was late.

then went we went to skool
ling min was there sayin me left her alone
blah .. blah .. blah ...
so srry hoh ,ling min =P

then the drill tink began
haiz .. i still dunnoe Duka then ..
so me .. ling min & bao shuang fall out
plus 3 sec 1
aiyoh , so malu !

then we learn half-way
they sae keith came
i was damn scare loh !
dunnoe wat keith would do to us when he found out our drill were like that ..

-----------------------------> I shall skip out those tremor parts .. lol

we kenna pumpin - 40
20 girl's style
20 standard - i wan to die liao - i cant do it man !
the worst tink happen ! [ I DROP MY BEAR-RAY ]
so unlucky ...

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then when keith was gone ....
my face was turinin black - me sulking & angry
i was like cursin my luck for joinin the drill grp
i felt very thristy & my legs are aching
but
i very sure that my squadmates were very tired too
so ... one for all and all for one loh ...
ENDURE is the word

then i no energy liao so i anyhow do my drills ..
i really felt that i must cry at that point of time
then Yong Jian come to me
told me to relax .. but how?
i was angry and yet his tellin me to relax?
how was that possible?

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then when wan go home
we do another 20 pumpins
thats 60 pumpins we done for the dae ...

but i wun giv up
i will still come to the CCA orientation trainin & campcraft wan
NO WAY AM I GIVIN UP !
thats my promise to myself ^_^

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then wei yee ask me that whether i like zi han a not
cant sae i like her much
but
also cant sae i dislike her
the feelins juz neutral

then wei yee ask another question - whether i would still come to NP if zi han takes over
i sae yes cos im not goin to giv up the whole forest juz for one tiny tree
there's no reason for me not to go NP either

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actually hoh , keith also not bad wan u noe ..
he train us so hard b'cos he wan us to be good NCOs
he had our interest at heart
OMG .. he's so kind ♥_♥

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there's one serious tink
someone call wei yee and tell her that
one sec 1 CDT and sec 3 CDT ; SMOKING
lol .. those ppl goin to get it man ...
they dun cherish themselves .. haiz ..

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why did i write so much of my thoughts here?
nvm ...




Yanz gt some words to sae
Endure , endure & endure til the end ! Nvr sae die !

Tuesday, November 06, 2007

me wake up todae wan to kill ppl ...
I wake up at 6.45am then ned to met ling min @ 7.10am in sch
all tis rushin make me rather flustered

then i found out one tink !
sir gt read my blog !
so now i cant bad-mouthed anybody o.0
in case other cadet go n read & tell tales bout me to everyone ...
plus
i'm goin to every NP parade liao la ..
actually wat sir sae also rite wan ...

BUT i still find it hard to play games with those cadets - regardless of sec wat
i cant bring myself to play with them leh ..
* sigh *
watever should i do ?
to make more frenzs , i mus or rather have to take the first step
& thats communication with them .. tsk .. tsk .. tsk ..

Actually join the drill tink is quite good la , can help me sharpen my drills a bit ..
and ya , wei yee did help me , so not bad la =)

Todae cant sae is a wunderful dae for me .. and i also noe that some sec 1 & 2 female malay cadets [ shant sae hu they r ] sae some negative tinks bout me la
me tink they sae i stupid or my name funny .. all those noob tinks la ..
BUT
none of those silly remarks hurt me or watever !
woohoo !!!! ^_^

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the lesson learned todae is
BELIVE IN URSELF
hav trust in urself that you can do it !
that will surely boost the morale within u
ha .. ha..
tink me talkin all craps todae =)

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me goin to quit blogskins.com liao
so borin !
me goin to be commited in my studies ...
listen with rapt attention is class le

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OMG .. after typin out all my troubles , i feel so WONDERFUL !
aiyoh .. now goin 2 sleep
thats all for todae ya?
bye!

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Yanz todae shall sae some well-choosen words from deep inside her heart
Givin urself a chance is akin to givin chances to everybody around you

Saturday, November 03, 2007

THIS IS SO TOTALLY NOT FAIR !
i mean ... how come those who is not really good at studies get into such a good class?
the principal juz anyhow put ppl into the class de loh

then i go 4th class .. wat the " ... "
i dun care liao .. im optin 4 3rd class , cos in the 2nd class gt some ppl i dun wanna see
hate them man ... ; then there are some of them who standard are not good enough also go to TRIPLE sci class
if like that rite , i can go into that class liao loh ! my percentage is high enough to go there mah ....

then here i am .. needin to write the letter to principal myself ... im optin - ya , thats wat i gonna do

so many tink happenin ... ahhh ..

Friday, November 02, 2007

wat would happen if i go 3 integ?
i will surely die wan ...
i wan go 3 ach
there gt my frenz

but i nvr take pure sci leh
so mostly i would go respect
but
that cannot happen !!

aww man ... wish i could change the subject combi i take ..
my percentage - 68.1%
position - 10
so wat???
i cant go to the class i wan !!!!!!

arrhhh .. its drivin me mad >.<
sob .. sob ..

Sunday, October 28, 2007

todae is one of the best daes that i hav
we hav gotten back our results slips !
though i did not do as well as my term 3 ,
i suppose i deserve wat i get ...

i nvr really study the exam loh
but thanxs godness , i get
- NO C's
- 100% passes
- 4 distinctions

all in all , its the most i could ask for

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the archery was real fun =)
my buddy also very nice
woah .. then nicole shoot til her arm bruise ..
tsk .. sad rite?

my grp instructor was quite a joker la so we not afraid of him ^_^
i accidentally poked the tip of the arrow on him .. lol


im very tired .. well ..dog-tired then .. very very happie todae

Thursday, October 25, 2007

After exams , a feelin of happiness swept over me ...
why is that so?
perhaps it's b'cos the stress was gone .. yea .. that's wat i tink
plus
No ned 2 bother bout the books , juz leave them there to rot til they smell

Now I can concentrate on blogskins & neopets without worries ^_^
I will PLAY hard , SLEEP hard & EAT hard ..
But its kinda borin -.-"

'm worried bout one tink though .. & tt's my EOY EXAM RESULTS
scare of my maths P2 ... i will surely fail wan la ...

Dun tink liao ... go eat .. bye

Monday, October 15, 2007

STRESS!!!!!!!
How to know u r stress? these signs of stress r told by my ENG 'CHER
- feeling tired / sleepy etc
- talkative person becomes very quiet
- bad-tempered
if u r experiencin the above signs - then u r anounce havin stress!

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Then yesterdae gt back the term 3 report slip
not bad la
1 fail ; 1 gt B3 ; 6 A1 ; 1 A2
overall percentage gt 70 plus ...
all thanxs to tt stupid chem test =.=

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Also NPCC's havin a blog competition!!!
woohoo ^_^ always wanted one
but
sadly to say
im not goin to join <(=.=)>
im gonna give it a miss
cos i hav my reasons ...

so whoever is takin part in it , i wish ur luck ^_^

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OMG .. i really miss blogskins.com
miss my frenzs
miss the creation of my skins o.0
jk .. jk ...

tts really all i wan to sae

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

tis blogskin is my second try on creatin collage
perhaps not much but i really like the colours!!!!
bright yellow bkground with "matchin" blue and orange-pink txt boxs

i nvr gt SOTD gain :(
so sad .. tis time , im on semi-hiatus in blogskins.com
plus - i wun create skins any more .. perhaps in the future mayb but tt is a different story ......

hmwork also haven finish .... then now doin history wksheet ..
go listen music .. bye

Saturday, September 08, 2007

Omg!!!!
i knew im goin to miss it a lot =(
but no choice .. exam comin .. mus buck up
i will be back one dae ...

todae lit common test result is so horrible loh ..
gt 13/20 ...
shame of myself ...

wake up!!! stop dreamin of blogskin o.0
go do homework now .. bye ..

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

todae PT was not too tough compare to the previous - but i run half-way then gt gastric pain so i dun like
so tired .. leg so painful ...

i like the sec 3 cheer .. so superb
nxt yr is my batch turn to take over ... cant wait 4 tt dae 2 come =)

Why didnt i gt SOTD????
i tried so hard loh ... but nvm .. as long as there is somebody out there who appreciate my skins ...
i'm glad tt quite a no. of ppl use my skin - even the blogskinner herself use it!!!!!
its fantastic ...

my eye r closin and im turnin in now ...

Friday, August 24, 2007

Tis ya my newest blogskin - my frenz keep askin me why i nvr change skin .. so here it is - a new one.
Not really nice but i tried my best .. perhaps not as i only did tis skin in 10 mins time ...

Tuesday, August 21, 2007